telling it her way...

haiya!

2009-12-25T06:56:00.001-08:00

Hey again.

I slept so late last night. like seriouslegh! GUESS WHAT I WAS UP TO? hahaha! I was on cam with Azee,napit,safwan and ….. HAHAHA. then on skype and oovoo with napit siukkk! we played games on msn! I won btw! took pictures during on cam. siukklah! HEHEHE:D best night ever! I was so iski and hyper berabis last night. LOL! everyone kan sheefah bawa webcam, hahaha.

ahyeah, tomorrow we’re going to have a picnic at pantai Serasa from 6am to 6pm. My ucu said there’s going to be lotsa games and special prizes. HEHEHEHHE :D cant wait! and tomorrow also, my sister is going to have her new car already!wait, did I tell you my mum bought her a car? I guess i did right? HEHEH:D anddddd probably, tomorrow we might be checking in to Centerpoint hotel . you must be thinking “ cubatah rizqun. kenapa inda rizqun yada yada yada “ why? because, we never checked in to Centerpoint before, so , we wanna trylah. CANT WAIT!

awwright, Ive to go now. bye!

P/S: I’ll upload some photos tomorrow. promise. Cause I dont want my blog to be full of words only. it needs some sparks, lights also yknow. HAHHAHA.

webcam-ing!

2009-12-25T06:35:00.001-08:00

Ho ho ho ho ho ho! if yaknow what I mean. I cant greet MC , cause I dont think dapat. apakan. hmm so yeah.

Okay, so, here’s the thing. you wanna talk about what happened today or others first?

hmmm. lets talk about today first :)

I woke up real late this morning, so late. late than I used to. then,hit the shower and right after that, my sister knocked on the door. She said waie wanted to go to subok arah green lake... So, we went to pick him up lah at Rimba. next, we supposed to be zooming to delima to pick wajdi up but he wasnt home yet. then while waiting for him to come home, we round airport. we round the roundabout in front of the airport two times . haha buang tabiat. after airport, went to Stadium and I saw people skating :D! yaknowww, skateboard! LOL. siukkk ah. HEHEH:D cool. I like watching people skates. but most of all, I like SKATERS! :) HEHEHE :D If only I could find skaters who can skates like ryan, looks like ryan, hot like ryan, that would be so AWETHOMELY COOL! :) aawwwwww. hahhaa. okay, back to the story, next went to this unfamiliar place , road or whatever you call it. arah Malaysian High Commission (sp?)the house was so lawaaaaaaaaaa (Y) (Y) ada basketball court on the backyard and I think there’s a swimming pool inside the house. so beautiful! then, we round the yayasan school. boring. heheh :S Suddenly, wajdi called waie and he told him, he couldnt make it cause he was playing football.

it was getting dark and due to that, we inda jadi go to the lake. Went to gadong instead :) we were hungry and guess where we ate? BANN NUCHA! HEHEHEHE:D

Orders;

- tom yam soup(clear one ) = 8/10

- Bread chicken = 8.5/10

- two plain rice( for my sister& I )

- Coke.

- sugar cane.

- mineral water.

- I forgot the name. LOL.

After finished eating, round mall. And I met SOMEONE :) :) HEHEHEHEHEHE :D :) :) cant forget his face. LOL. even tho’ we jumpa sekejap. it was :) :) :) if yaknow what I mean. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :’)

off to my next post.

:O

2009-12-23T11:43:00.001-08:00

I want my own

RYAN ALLEN SHECKLER !

Ryan Allen Sheckler

all the way…

I think I’m obsessed with you!

:) I love you, RS.

- till here then. S :)

PS: I know my post is short but its getting late now, so I gotta get some sleep. I promise I’ll update tomorrow. chaw ming chaw!

I love this picture!

cause we both look weird here. weirdest pose ey? LOL.

MISS YOU BITCH!

Have a safe flight to Indonesia baybay! see you next yearr! :D

& please go online often, so that we can skype – conference call with napit and amni like the other day!

HEHEHE! MISSS YOUUUUUUUU!

hellloooo!

2009-12-19T10:56:00.000-08:00

well, look who's updating right now!it's sheefah! LOL :P apakan? HEHEH:D
SO HELLO EVERYBODEH~!
Finally! I just finished 'fixing' my blog. I renewed everything because im kinda bored with the old one. aside from that, I also have no longer set my blog to private. Lotsa people have been complaining about that! HAHAHA.
Anyway, today, My mum and the others went to lumut except for my sister and I. We didnt go with them because we know it will be real awkward if we come. So yeah. we went to Secret Recipe at Delima instead :) the place was so lawa. probably, better than the one at the mall. As soon as my sister and I stepped into the shop, everybody was like staring at us macam inda pernah meliat orang buka pintu saja =.=' and they still doing that until we finally sat down and took orders.macam apakan liat liat ani? gah.I asked my sister why are those people were like that and she said, probably because they were only the both of us, I mean, my sister and I saja, without my mother, yatah they thought we dont have money or cant afford to eat there and stuff! whatever. so typical =.=' * skip the eating part * we went to Manggis right after that and apparently, nobody was home. except for lIl syarah and bibi mur. we stayed there for like half and hour and then zoomed to the most typical place in Brunei, gadong. Ate again at secret recipe and I didnt order anything cause I was kinda full. we parked our car right infront of the entrance and blurrghhhh. Bukanya inda banyak poklen diridiri sana. LOL :P seriously. Most of them were smoking and looked so jobless. HA-HA. as soon as we parked there, my sister and I were too shy to go out. Because dapan dapan ah. berimalu. hahahaha. And plus, those people who were standing around looking jobless were so creepy. Due to that, my sister called her friend to come down and pick us up in the car. macam vip saja. :P HAHAHA. As soon as he arrived, he opened the door and my sister said to him, " kami maluu " he replied, " astah. berigali jua eh. laju eh keluar. " " berimalu ah. kami parking dapan entrance kali ah. " she added. " kau anii, mihir jua eh, macam tah orang mau merogol kau tu. mihir ah.inda orang beguna " HAHAHAAHAHAHA! you guys know my sister cemana right? SO YEAAAHHH. LOL.
aawwright, Im sleepy and I think I better stop now! so goodbyeeee!

more than words.

2009-12-14T00:15:00.000-08:00

So hello ;)

Alrighttt, as you may know,it's DECEMBER and its HOLIDAY! Ive been very lazy this lately. cmon, who doesnt? holiday kali ah. I woke up real late , and of course, slept really lateee. I usually sleep around 3 to 4 am, and will wake up around... heh , I dont think you need to know. Kinda malu kan cakap. :P but basically, akhirlah, limpas tenghari. HAHAHA :D I know larap. SO yeah,.. the funny thing is, I didnt gain weight! kan usually, holiday, people will gain more weight right? But im not and im so happy about that! in fact, I lose WEIGHT instead! banarrr. I went from being 49kg to 46kg! Isnt that awesome??? HAHAHA. so unexpected! atukan everyday minum coke saja,tautau lose weight! LOL :P

okayy, what else??? Ah yeah, also, this lately, mummy is getting baik! HEHEH :D She normally wont give us money everytime jalan, because my sister and I everyday saja bejalan, but ani, not anymore! MUMMY baikkk :D she will give us money everytime bejalan. Doesnt matter everyday, kah apakah. HEHEHE :D you're the best MUMMY! ILOVEYOU.

Hmmmmmmmmm. YESSS! I CUT MY HAIR by the way! new hairstyle! but I look like a 7-year-old kid though :( banar. everybody thinks so too. Which is -=.=' but nad said, its a good thing! REALLY? a good thing? Hmmm. whatever. HEHE:D

other than that, I also makin sayang si dello. To be honest, dulu, I often bully her and stuff. kacau ya apa semua. Bukan dera ah, buli. But now, NOT ANYMORE! I love her with all my heart sudah! she's getting cuter and cuter everyday. :) Dello is my cat btw. Just in case, you guys didnt know.

Awwwrighttt, I'll stop here then! gooodbyeee! :P and have a nice day!

baby I'm BACK!

2009-12-14T00:11:00.000-08:00

.........HELLO WORLD!
Sharifah Nur Baqiyah is officially back !
yes I'm back on track baby!
I have set my blog to private before this due to some setupid reasons. So yeah.
I promise after this ,I will update more often.
okay off to my new post. :)

girl, what happened to you?

2009-11-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

hi.
Im shocked right now. Like so fugging seriously. WHY? because of this one person. Yesterday, I accidentally clicked her profile, and wow, so unexpected. And shocking. Her picture is totally off the limits. Eih wait, few of her pictures are all off the limits. Parts that arent supposed to be shown are all, wow, visible to the eyes of public. completely shown. seriously. :/ what happened to you girl? seriously? Im shocked. beyond shocked. me being like this, is not like kan mengucap , busy body , or whatever. But you are my friend wah. like one of my closest friends. Thats why I care. before , you werent like this, you knows exactly where the fucking limit is, and now? youve changed completely. I care about you girl, seriously I do.dont you think by showing all of that , are completely over? macam, cmon, its internet, its fucking public! people , everybody can see how your ' inside ' looks like! especially the private PARTS. dahayim. you like kan tu cematu? inda right? I know you want to show people how hot you are, how good-looking you are, how great your curve is,how WOW your boobs are, how nice is your ass, but puhlease, not like this wah. theres always another way. that doesnt involve showing all your private parts. Imma tell you again, me being like this, questioning everything talking about you apa ni. not because im jealous or what! i have my own jua kali ah. but I just dont want anything bad happened to you. youre my friend and I care about you! girrll. I dont know you anymore. remember, everything has it owns limits wah. :((((( I wish I could talk to you about this f2f but, Im afraid you might think the other way round. SO YEAH. SORRYY IF YOURE LIKE think aku ani menyibuk or what, but I care about you wahhh. *majal.

come back to me.

2009-11-22T02:54:00.000-08:00

Hi.
last night was awesome! we had a CCA closing ceremony at school and it was the first time in history that it was held at night. so many cool and amazing performances. I love the JAI HO dance performance, the matrix was a bit spoiled , I guess. And the talent show SIUK. My two friends were performing that night. Aqilah played the Piano very well, although the song was a bit sad and touchy I guess? Nadeerah played the guitar and sang with her sister. they performed one of maria's song. I dont know the title, so yeah. what else? ahyeah, Sir Peter nyanyi! and played the guitar. teacher *i forgot her name * also nyanyi im yours. her voice was so lawa. But then, towards the end , it was getting boring, I guess. Sorry guys, but overall, it was AWHSOME! I repeat AWHSOME. nice job to those who involved.

enough about that. My life is getting boring, yaknow! seriously. Ive been staying at home for two nights! or three. I dont know, I lost count, but the point is, ive been staying at home like a friendless loser. and an internet/online addict and also, a couch potato. GAH. I need something like, I dont know, activity? outing? or whatever that can makes all of this stop. I wanna have some fun! Im bored at home. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay, till here then . bye.

the awesome cameroid!

2009-11-11T04:36:00.000-08:00

Introducing to you, my one and only boyfriend, my love, my heart , my everything....

the hottie DINNIE! HAHAHAHA. He's my so-hot-cousin! haha. I love him.
for sure, in the future, he'll be one of the hottest guys on earth.
He can get all the girls he wanted just in a second.
He will melt all the girls' heart and then, break them into pieces. hahaha player!
no, I believe that he will be a good boy nanti. Aint gonna be a player.
amin :) a good boy just like him.*pointing at ....*
HEHE :D

exam's over. finally...

2009-11-11T03:40:00.000-08:00

hey people.
So, yeay, freedom! Im done with all the stress, pressure, those thick notes, whatsoever! im done with exams!!! whuuw! I can enjoy , go out whenever I want, have fun, I can do whatever I want. fo shoooo! LOL. BUT YEAH, like what she said, YOUR FREEDOM IS ONLY FOR A WHILE.
GAAAHH, true only for a while, but that doesnt mean I cant have fun, kan minger? just lemme have some fun and enjoy my life wah as a fifteen-year-old teenage! ughh. unlike you, you havent even finish your fucking exams, and already you're like what? act like you own the effin' the world. you are the one who supposed to be staying at home studying stressing out but you're like the other way round. BECAUSE, your exam is still on track wah. apakan? LOL. YEAH, RIGHT, who am I to care and judge you? in your eyes, im just an immature teenage girl who doesnt know anything except for making your life miserable. YERRIGHT. whateber. I dont give a damn.

ANYWAY, tomorrow , ambil sijil . YEAY! I get to meet all my old bitches.LOL. old friends. I miss them so badly. hell yeah, I miss the old times. BUT UGAMA is so effing boring because its in the afternoon, and I always feel sleepy saja. thank god, habis sudah. but, at the same time, it was siuk! those CARAZAY memories made me laugh my ass off. begila sajaa. LOL.

off to my next post!

stupid lizard!

2009-11-02T23:43:00.001-08:00

hello guys!

I have a story to tell so please continue reading LOL. okay, here’s the thing.

Last night, I was craving for Dutch Lady Chocolate and so, mummy asked my sister to go to kadai and buy it for me. since she can drives so yeah.. After that, we got home and guess what! on our way to the door kan masuk, there was a MEDIUM-SIZED WHITE NASTY LIZARD on the floor ampai2. so berigali berabis. We couldnt go into the house cause we were SCARED and GALI BERABIS. seriously. when it comes to lizard, we both andang gali and takut. WE WERE panicking and wondering cemana kan masuk rumah. we didnt wanna larikan or halau that lizard, cause kami takut!*majal! * COME ON, berigali kali ah. As we may know, lizard are scared of loud sounds and apa atu, right? so, my sister hantak2 lantai, teriak2 and so on sudah, the lizard atu still inda mau lari. it hid under the slipper atu tah pulang. lui banar. . we even shouted for HELP , inda jua kana dangar. hahaha. SUPPOSEDLY, in this kind of situation, the OLDER SISTER is the one who’s suppose to be protecting her YOUNGER SISTER, right??? BUT THEN. MAGADDD! tau sudah I was scared like hell, how dare she asked me to kill that lizard atu pulang? its like ya tah pulang wah adi ani, not me. I didnt wanna do it at first langsung, because supposed to be, she was the one who should kill that lizard and apa, pasal Surely lizard would be scared of her, she’s big kali ah! no offense but yeah. she’s bigger than me, ya lah patutnya. NOT ME. ani inda, yatah pulang who was shouting berabis ketakutan ani mengalahkan aku! UGH. Sooooooo, I took an umbrella and with Bismillahirahmanirahim I kacau the lizard atu. I was terrified like hell.My sister and I were screaming out loud! when we see the lizard atu !!! ewww much. But WE FAILED. the nasty lizard was still there, inda mau lari. luan gatal. HAHAHA :P And guess what! I cried wah after that. I could not stop laughing, and crying semalam ah.

We didnt know what to do anymore to halau that nasty lizard atu, hence, there was only one way left. WE CALLED OUR MOTHER , ASKING HER TO COME DOWN AND OPEN THE DOOR. hahaha. My sister tu memajal. when I was talking to my mum on the phone, I was out of breath , menangis. HAHAHA. embarrassing much. you see, how scared we were, until we sanggup called our mum to let us in. we were BATAH di luar rumah ah, sampai hujan wah. hahaha, THEN, mummy came down and let us in and thats the end of my story. When I got into the house, I was still crying non-stop.LOL.

Okay, i’ll stop here then. bye.

HELLO HELLO! and photos.

2009-10-29T02:22:00.001-07:00

hello WORLD!

GOD, my blog is totally ‘ behabuk ‘ sorry,kinda busy with stuff and besides, im too lazy! :) Alright, here’s the thing, we’re currently having an END OF YEAR EXAMINATION right now.Started on 26th of October and will end on 10th of November. YES, I know it is one hell lot of a long time! apakan ? batah ah like HELL :S Because we’ll be sitting for our practical exam hujung2 atu. So yeah. one day one practical. thats why batah.. :(

ANYWAYYY, I promise after exam’s over, I’ll update more often. :) Even though, I know no one will going to read it, but YEAH, WHO DA HELL CARES?? my blog, my shit. LOL.

I miss my girlsssss :( shizz. GOD, I wanna go jalan but exam has prevented me from doing that! LOL. OKAY, random pictures. Dont judge just enjoy. Lol:P

Pictures during Uncle’s wedding : (I HAD FUN!&yes, we were the BLUES that day)

SQUUUEEEZZEEEEE!(but incomplete)

And again, Incomplete!

I love this one! rugged. (Y)

I look ??? LOL.

two of the flower girls :)

Pictures on October 19th:

magadd, I just realised that I look fat in this picture! SHIZZ. I dont give a damn!

“ kenapa inda lap tarus ceramin ah? “ lol. I miss you , KINAH!

I LOVE THIS ONE.

Incomplete. One missing. wadah :(

I HAD ONEHELLOTOFFUN! But, it would be completely PERFECT if WADAH was there and that would make us ‘ the perfect six freak ladies ‘

six is totally better than seven! LOL. feeling much happier without you. :)

Next, fugly pictures of me :

guess what JB stands for. :)

DO NOT COPY. HEHE :D puhleasee?? im using my sister’s phone bytheway E63, her phone bisai. not like mine bida.

AND YES, most of them are vain. so yeah, YOU DONT have to tell me cause I knew it already.

- chaw ming chaw! -

PS: I like cameroid.com for now. awesome. Some of the photos were taken from that website. feel free to try! apakan??

youknowyouloveme! byeeee! bictches. :b

YOU :)

2009-10-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

Hello world!
I slept late last night , 2ish am. WHY? because of something.. yes, something. it was sweet, sweet like sugar, no, even sweeter than sugar !. apakan. LOL :P probably, one of the best night ever! I couldnt stop smiling last night. BUT, ugh, my annoying sister ruined the moment. she kept on ordering me to go to sleep. AH-NOYING! even though, I slept in your room, on your bed, doesnt mean, you can tell me what-to-do. doesnt mean you can order me, to do this , and that, and all that. I HAVE A LIFE too, SISTER! HAHA,you see, how pissed I am??? it was not the first time she acted like that last night, she has been acting like that, all the time. annoying! HAHA.

ANYWAY, I have watched;
- GG s3,ep.1 to 4!
yipeeeeee! SIUKKKK. SWEET. I love seeing both of them together, B&C,C&B. Nate is getting hotter than ever, Chuck is getting VERY SEXIER than EVER! I LOVE HIM! Eric also, HANDSOME (Y) !
- 90210 s2,ep. 1 to 4( I think, Im not sure)
UGH. I hate Annie. SKANK! yes, she didnt sleep with Liam. but still, I hate her. I also hate Jen(sp?) BITCH.
- grey's anatomy s6,ep.1 to 4!
TWO THUMBS UP! siuk :)

Alright, I have to go. Good bye!

open house!

2009-10-09T00:36:00.001-07:00

hello telllurians.
Last night, was open house at my grandma's house. the planner was not my grandma, it was an open house planned by uncle Salleh and Auntie Ej. it was their event. So, all the guests that attended were all Uncle Salleh's friends, relatives and so on. GUESS WHAT! the dpmm players were there last night! ALL of the DPMM PLAYERS including, the import players, they all came. But, UNFORTUNATELY, I WASNT THERE WHEN THEY COME. shizz! I hate it. I had to go home, to change my baju kurung, cause my Baju kurung atu, the kain, tight and sampit. seriously! ugh :S I went home with MUMMY like 6ish and we arrived there again, at what time? 8ish. if Im not mistaken. UGH. it wasnt me who were LATE, it was My MOM and ..... step.....father.... ! shizz!

My sister , My cousin, all the uncles , aunties, they took photos with them, the DPMM PLAYERS! ugh. aku inda sampat. :( LUI banar. thank god, I wasnt crying last night because of this! shesh! I hate it. I hate it. NOT FAIR. If only we arrived there, earlier, I will surely be taking photos with them! UGHHHHHHHHH. Just because of someone, I missed the chance. WHATEVER!

I had fun anyway last night. I played with Dinnie but I forgot to kiss him last night, :( ahyeah, Syarah cali, she wanted to wear a lip gloss kan, so , my sister anukan arah her lips. then, after anukan the lip gloss arahnya, she didnt want to speak nor open her mouth! cause, why? she afraid the lip gloss atu hilang. HAHAHA. CALI! so, all the time atulah, she closed her mouth saja, she didnt want to say anything. not even a word. LOL.

Alright, Im out.

LAMPARD.

2009-10-08T20:23:00.000-07:00

I forgot to tell you , about this story.
it began like this, when, we were busy cutting the cakes last Sunday, uncle Salleh asked me, what i want for my birthday. he said..
Him: apa becky mau?
Me: diam.. diam.. *thinking*
ucu: ya mau makan di charcoal.
Me: awu , aku mau charcoal. dari last month sudah ku craving!
Him: haha, atu lain tuu, ani mesti barang lah hadiah birthday ani.
Me: aku mau LAMPARD. ( I seriously dont know what I want at that time. )
Him: Lampard? kau pikir ya atu barang?
Me: *laughing!*
Him: barang untuk di main2? mahal kali ah. bejuta juta. pikirnya apakali.
Me: *kept on laughing*
him: gaji uncle pun inda sampai bejuta bah.
Me: *silent for a while*
him: buleh, uncle membagi kau lampard, ganya, mun kau dapat LAMPARD uncle hidup MEREMPAT.
GET ME???
HAHAHAHHAHAHA! that was a BIG LOL. cali ahhh. panat waaa! but banar jua tu ah.

my ladies and them, 3R.

2009-10-08T20:18:00.000-07:00

To my ladies,
good luck guys for the PMB, tomorrow.
Do your very best and beat my result! alright?
LOL :P
also, not to forget, to my all my ex-classmates, now in form 3R,
GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL TOO.
I miss you guys a lot!

the next day.

2009-10-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

Hello again :)
I LOVE MY 4As!!!!
the next day, which is Monday, there was a surprise birthday party for Midah and the OCTOBER BABIES (which includes me) made by them, the 4As. it was AWESOME. eh no, AWH-SOME! the cake was a fantastico( apakan! ) , the cuppycakes were over the top, so berabisly NYAMAN . indescribable , everything were great! we took photos and made videos. HEHE :D we no longer interested in taking photos cause videos are a lot cooler than that! HAHA APAKAN. LOL. :P ahyeah, Unfortunately, My cupcake which had my name written on it, rusak. inda lawa. hancur ah. but I didnt care about that much, cause the cupcake nyaman! apakan... Haha. alright, here are some photos taken from nad's and nadhee's.

one sweet day:)

2009-10-08T19:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO tellurians!
Lets talk about my birthday!
it was sweet :b HEHE. I woke up early in the morning,cause mummy asked me to. Surprisingly, she was acting normal, it was like, nothing special wa that day. She said she wanted to go to the supermarket to buy some stuff for later ( which, I dont know what! ) So, I went to Supermarket with her lah. at first, I thought , She didnt remember my birthday but then, unexpectedly, after that, we went to bakerlyn. I didnt know why, we went there. We went in, and she told me to choose a cake, a cake that I like the most. I was shocked! So, I chose one lah and the price= $50. HEHE :D If im not mistaken, the cake was a 3 layer chocolate cheese cake, I think so, Im not sure. No wonder it was, $50. HEHE :D Mummy was okay with the price, she was fine with everything. It was like, " mummy , I want this, I want that, ... " and she will answer , " okay, alright. whatever you want! " haha apakan. :b I get everything( well, almost eveyrthing) that i wanted. :) this is what we called as THE GREATEST MOM EVER. But, I could only get THAT, all of that, on my birthday. hari lain, inda tia cematu.

yeah, back to the story.. it was just a small mini birthday party. Only families. But, maybe later , nanti, mummy said after the exam, I can throw a big sweet fifteen birthday party! MAYBE. still not sure. HEHE ;D
Later that night, went to Mak usu's at jerudong and awww~ I was touched by the moment. apakan?? HAHA,SWEET WA. unpredictable. LOL.

SO, overall, it was what, you can considered as a BLAST. actually, ada lagi tu, something happened, but, Im too lazy to tell you. HEHE :D alright, I'll stop here then!

2009-10-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!

15 lines, 15 times.because TOMORROW SHARIFAH NUR BAQIYAH MALAI SHAHRAN will be officially FIFTEEN 15. LOL.
deseperate! haha.

this for you, ohsofake!spoiled brat.

2009-10-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

you think you're a freak well actually you're the other way round.
you think you're the center of attention well actually you're just dreaming.
you think you're cute well so not. oopps!
you think you can get every guy you want just with a snap, well, one thing you should know, not every guy in this world is the SAME. I repeat, the SAME. its just that, you just happened to be meeting the type of guy who can fall in love in what? 5 seconds? the TYPICAL type of guys. But then, soon, there will be another guy who is way much better than the previous guy and at that time, you will do everything to own and have him without even thinking the previous guy's feeling.even if that guy is already OWNED or YOUR OWN BESTFRIEND's boyfriend or WHATEVER, you will still continue what you're doing like there's nothing wrong. I am speaking based on real facts not feeling or whatsoever. I have known you for like what, almost 3 years? And I thought you were the one who would care for her BESTFRIEND the most but I was COMPLETELY WRONG. its funny how I didnt realised that before. I guess I have known the outer side of you. The inner side? wow. indescribable. I could not find any negative qualities/adjectives that would suits you best,because even the worst qualities, the worst negative adjectives , will not suits you, Because, you are below than that.
So yeah, I am not trying to what-so-called MENYASAKKAN YOUR HEAD , its just that, its too fake wa. LOL.
do you even know the meaning of BFF? well, I guess not. because , to you, surely, it means, BOY FRIEND(s) FOREVER. am I right? HAHAHA. so funny.

Lastly, there's nothing you can do to make this problem END. or even , be *coughing* BESTFRIENDS or even FRIENDS with US, again. HEHE :D

NHMS and kueh mor that I adore.

2009-10-03T05:29:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings :)

today October the 3rd, I was walking smiling on my way to my classroom. what a nice morning, with the nice people. Since, tomorrow is my 15th birthday, bunch of people already greeted me an advanced. how amazing! apakan ???? hahaha, CRACK! Then, as I was trying to relax my mind Qamarina came to me and she gave me something, what is that? A BIRTHDAY PRESENT! yipee. HAHA. thanks qammms, I like it, :)

Andd Finally, I met nadd! I let go all my angerness and everything to her! haha.thanks Nad for listening! what a very long talk~! ahyeah, I am now offically falling for Qamarina's kueh mor. seriously, her kueh mor was DAHAYIIMMM! extremeky delicious, no other kueh mor can beat her kueh mor. Seriously, im not joking, they were over the top! htw? haha. thank you qams for bagi me tadi your kueh mor. :) that makes me love you more! :D monday, you bring lagi,okay? HEHE :) youre the best and you know it.LOL.

anyway, I couldnt stop singing halo by beyonce dari tadi. HAHA, seriously, that song stucked in my mind. this is all because of you NHMS! haha.youknowwhoyouare :b

alright, off to my new post....

Coke :( and you!

2009-10-01T01:40:00.000-07:00

ahyeah, dont you guys realised that nowadays, the weather is like, getting hotter and bitchier than ever?? hahaha. today, at school, it was so effinfuckinberabislyserioushit HOT! I was sweating like hell! I drank like two bottles of ice lemon tea 100% full of icebergs(LOL) during lunch. carazay! that was the first time I felt so berabisly thirsty! dari masa puasa. Actually, I was supposed to be drinking Coke tu , but then, an unwanted accident happened. pity me. I seriously didnt know how come it happened. ugh. And the stupid part is, the time that accident happened, there was this one girl passed by and she was laughing her ass off about the accident ah. Lui banar.
I hate it ! I hate it ! I hate it ! HAHAHA. okayyyy, off I go. apaaan. BYE.

As requested!

2009-10-01T01:22:00.000-07:00

Nadeerah Suhardi, this is for you.
You are not what I thought you were. You are kind, fun and one crazybitch! HAHAHA. alright,thats all. APAKAN.
HAIII WORLD.
yes, Im updating. as Nad requested. alright, how am I going to start?? as you all may know, school has started after a long fun holiday. And it seems like, hari raya is also reaching its end. whattaheck am i saying? whatever. to me, this year Hari Raya is so damn boring. Its not as great as last year. I am no longer interested in Angpau and stuff. ugh. alright, enough about that.
Ahyeah, SUNDAY! is coming! HEHE :D hopefully, it will be the bestest day of my life! im just hoping that those LOSERS arent going to spoil it. Because, seriously, they are just too lame. LOL. And I dont know how in the world, I happened to be their friend. sorry, a bit BITCHY here. its just that, you disguise me. HAHAHAHA.opps, sorry again, I cant help it. :)

Bye.

soo last minute. :/

2009-09-18T10:25:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings. ;)

I just got back from " raya shopping " with ucu and my aunt which was really last minute. HEHE :D I helped ucu chose his sinjang and cara melayu(ready-made) and wow, I didnt expect it to be that hard. I thought choosing sinjang is easy but actually its not. Ucu was having a hard time choosing, so yeah. I didnt buy anything 'cause I already bought everything that is needed. I was just accompanying them " raya shopping " BUT BUT, I just have one MAJOR PROBLEM.
I still havent got my hair DONE for raya! seriously, balum. ugh, only saturday left. :( So yeah, tomorrow or should I say , today, I seriously need to go the saloon and get everything done. But, i have another one MAJOR problem. I dont know what Im gonna do with my hair. what? straight?curl? Cmon, people! help me decide! Most people that I asked , thought curl would be better. Because, people said that , my hair is already perfect. its naturally straight , and if I straightened , it would be just a waste of money. SO,CURL IS THE ANSWER. but, I have curled my hair once, last two years, and I didnt really like it. After one month, I immediately straightened balik.
ughhh.. HELP ME . HELP ME. baby, I need your help! :(

alright, im off.

amagadd!

2009-09-17T10:54:00.000-07:00

Do we look alike?

random. :)

Ahan Thai And Aneka Rasa

2009-09-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

Sungkai at Aneka Rasa (12/9/09):

its part of a brocolli actually. Syiqin punya teplanting ya makan. LOL. that was really funny!

Sungkai At Ahan Thai (10/9/09) :
*let the pictures do the talking.. *

HELLO HELLO!

2009-09-16T13:04:00.000-07:00

hello world!
Im back. I am seriously seriously sorry for the lack of updates. its just that, I have no time to blog whats happening. alright, off to my new post.

when boredom strikes…

2009-09-07T06:07:00.001-07:00

the word fun.

2009-09-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

hello people. :)
I just got home from yeah, jalan again with my sister and her friends. :) went to Gadong. hang out at Coffee Bean. After that, McD, sahur. I didnt eat anything 'cause I didnt feel like eating.I didnt want to go home actually in the first place, but then , yeah, had to or else,kana boom! by mummy. She was mad, cause we always got home late. Late as in after 12ish am. My sister was the driver. she just got her license! thats why, we were jalan , like every night except for school night. :b Mummy didnt let her drive alone , I had to be with her. I mean, there have to be someone in the car with her, accompanying her.

its 1.06 am right now! Im bored. like serious shit :S I just finished my test and for that, didnt I deserve to have some fun??staying at home , like a friendless loser and have nothing to do,is that what you call fun? cmon , Im fourteen (going on fifteen) not FOUR! I also wanna have some fun!

blurgh. my life is just so dull and lack of colours. alright, Im off to.. to... nothing? bye.

waking up and being gay.

2009-09-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

hello tellurians, :)
I just woke up from a not-so-long quiet sleep. Straight after watching tv , went to my sister's room , on her bed, my head suddenly bamm~ landing on the pillow. while I was on my way closing my eyes , I heard somebody was shouting in front of our door " assalamualaikum! " like , million times. My mother and sister, except for me rushed to the door and I dont know what happened after that. Cause my eyes were already closed by that time. :b It was approximately around, 4ish like that. And, I woke up when everyone was having their sungkai, sharply at 6.25pm. HEHE :D We were supposed to be having Sungkai at berakas, but then, something came up. so E-yeah. WOW, seriously, I dont know happened outside, it sounds ' riuh ' and busy. Haha, alright, I have to go now, bye! :)
ahyeah, One more thing, I am so gayyy!!!! I am already engaged! to whom? find it out by yourself. HEHE. I lavvv youu babay! :D

pictors! webcam. fugly.

2009-09-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

keep your mouth shut cause I know what you're thinking.
okay?

thursday night!

2009-09-04T22:55:00.000-07:00

last thursday, I had fun! hehe. :)
I jalan with my sister and her friendssss to Gadong and Bandar. Had sungkai(although I wasnt fasting :b) at Fratini's (sp?) and the food was great. after that, shoe shopping and watched the final destination 4. dayym! that movie was carazzay. I didnt like the ending,cause I was expecting it to be different. But E-yeah, the ending was the same as the final destination 1,2,3.(SORRY SPOILED!to people who havent watch it) Overall, it was great and you should watch it if you havent. after that, jalan jalan again and finally, my sister decided to go to CoffeeBean at bandar. then, hantar my sister's friends and we arrived home at 12ish am. it has been ages, I didnt get home after 12 am! daym, I miss the old times. the old times when uncle Salleh still playing football, and always, after the match, took us , supper! late at night!And we usually went home, at 12ish to 1ish. siuk eh! hehe :D
I know from the way I am telling you , it doesnt sound like fun but it was fun. fun. its just that I am too lazy to tell every details and tell everything that was happening. Im just telling you the highlights. :)

alright, today is saturday and I seriously, want to go out and have some fun! but CANT!
Im out!

freedom!

2009-09-04T22:44:00.000-07:00

hey, people! Im back!
sorry for the lack of updates. yknow what I've been up to... test! but now, Im free! freedom baybay!
today is the last day, and we had Bio test this morning. It was okay! all of the questions were direct and straight forward which is great! no tricky,indirect questions, and all that.
I managed to answer all of the questions smoothly. :)
and now comes the not-so-great part. we were given our maths test paper this morning and I got..... blurgh! dont ask! basically, it is low and low and more low. haha.

alright, off to the next post!

Already gone.

2009-08-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

I love this song. :)
Already gone lyrics by Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

blablablabla

2009-08-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

hello there, tellurians!

Do I have to say sorry for not updating my blog? hmm... I think I should. so , forgive me for not updating my blog. HEHE :D

alright, next week is test week and I am so not ready! plus we did not know when we are going to sit for Chemistry paper. :/ teacher just told us to be ready anytime. Isn't that scary? oh god oh god, help me. Chemist is totally not my best subject, to be honest, I am so not good at chemistry and this worries me. Aside from that, I am also worry about Physics and Maths. ahh, too many!

anyway, I already watched...

BRING IT ON FIGHT TO THE FINISH.
thanks to Azeee, for telling me abut this movie.

And can you spot CODY LONGO? the guy ah? with a ball in his hand? yes? Oh-Em-Gie! isn't He the hottest? super-hot. I wish he was mine! and the movie was great, Christina Millian was in it. :) and I'm looking forward to watch... *drum rolls*

THE FINAL DESTINATION 4.

School today was okay and ' my bag ' were heavy. I felt like I was carrying 'batu' haha. I had fun during Economics. we were laughing all the time, well, almost all the time. the situation was HAPPENING. and ugh! I lost my Gossip Girl season 1 DVDs, I could not remember when was the last time I saw them and where the hell did I put them!
okay, bye. Im out.
PS: I seriously need to go out!

sidaaaapp!

2009-08-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

hiiii :D

alright,lets recall back. hmm.... what did I have for Sungkai ?
I had...
-Lemon Fish. 100000000000 THUMBS UP! sidaaaap! I love Lemon fish, berabisly. Mum's lemon fish is totally the BOMB! the best of the best.
-Cucur Udang. me likey~
- Chicken, I dont know masak apa. but it was great, nyaman.
- Long beans.
- A glass of purple grape whatever something.. something. Basically, its a drink.
- a glass of water. (of course!)
- yeah, longan and lychee.blablabla.
I think thats all. HEHE :D today's sungkai is much better than yesterday. the food was so sidaaap! than yesterday. haahaha.
and I am so not looking forward to go to school tomorrow. kinda lazy. :b

after sungkai, straight away headed to the living room, watchin' tv. hmm.. why do I feel kinda hungry??I wonder , if there's still lemon fish left in the kitchen? haha. well, I better go now! bye.'cause my stomach wants to eat more! HEHEHE :D

PS : I still hate you, dude. :)

Can't read? zoom it. just click the picture!

2009-08-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan :)

2009-08-21T08:34:00.001-07:00

hiiii. just a quick post here. HAPPY FASTING PEOPLE! selamat berpuasa. The moment we’ve been waiting for , finally, come! YIPEEE. apaaan.

and today, I had fun! girls outing! ONLY GIRLS. with my sister, cousin and aunt. :D and SORRY UCU dikman. ya marah kami inda bawa ia. haha. he’s like MENTAL berabisly. haha. And and, I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER, siuk sadang. the movie was okay. we watched that tadi at the mall. So yeahh. alright , Im out! bye.

tagboard!

2009-08-20T02:43:00.000-07:00

anyway, my tagboard sunyi! haha, bangas, biar tia. Im kinda lazy jua anyway. so yeah. apaaan. BYE. aku ngantuk :S and and, I cannot sign in to msn! I dont know why, inda mau! sheesh!

ramadhan.

2009-08-20T02:12:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyyyyy.
last monday, I didnt watch DPMM main! ughhhhh. inda kana suruh, sasakku! bad mood ku tarus. :/ the day before the match atu, kana suruh then, esuknya , inda tia. ish, whatever! I was bad mood for 2 days.

and today , kami ada makan-makan.yatah, macam busy semua orang preparing and so on. except for me, I was busy too, but bukan busy pasal helping them. I was busy with my own things. cleaning my messy and disorganized room! haha. my sister spoke to me, " eh, sudah hari ani, barutah kan... " blablablablabla...haha. I felt like cleaning things bah. thats why. Now, my room is clean and tidy. haha. NOT! I spent like 3-4 hours i think, cleaning and tidying , everything. full wa 1 plastic sampah ah. haha.biartia wahhh. Most of my rubbish are of course, papers. and guess what! I woke up late this morning terus mandi and I didnt even eat my BREAKFAST, after mandi, just straight away , tidying and cleaning. and yeah, I didnt go to school today. HEHE :D In fact, my other family members jua inda. I finished cleaning my room around 3 plus. you see, aku tahan inda makan breakfast and fyi, I woke up before noon okay! IT was not-that-late! I didnt feel hungry or what. just macam biasa sjaa. this showed that , I am ready for RAMADHAN. whee! apaaaan. La-Meh.puasa puasa. then, raya! haha. semangat!
alright im out,
and one more thing, to you spoiled brat, fuck off! Im DONE with you! and do you have to treat me like that?? aku macam biasa jua arah kau, but kau? REVO! whatever.
PS: dont ask who!

hello hello!

2009-08-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

Oh-Em-Gie!
my blog is soo soo ' behabuk ' apaan. sorry for the lack of updates! 've been busy, seriously, busy. my god! sunyibah.
alright, I wanna talk about last sunday first. Last sunday, ada tahlil at syiqin's house. when datuk baca the doa, you know doa tahlil, I was asked to sit down teranah saja oleh my aunt. I dont why,I was actually at the time, kan lari tuu but then,there was SOMETHING that forcing me to sit down teranah. it was like macam I felt like I had to SIT DOWN sana until Datuk habis baca the doa. So yeah. when the doa was nearly abis, I watched My mummy and Aunt Crying. :'( I was " hairan " kenapa dorang nangis? I know tahlil, but macam jarang jua tuu cematu atuu. Then, when the doa was abis, my aunt came to me and said.... " bapamu tadi cium kau tuu. sayang ya kan kau masih, sebab atu aku nyuruh kau duduk sini teranah. *Crying* " she kept on saying that over and over again and my tears slowly Dropped. I didnt want to cry sebenarnyaaa. she also said, " datang ya tu kemari masa namanya kana sabut " I was crying :'( Syiqin was beside me at that time, ya pun nangis. I could not tahan my tears from falling down, she asked whether aku terasa or inda and I replied, Inda, I didnt feel anything. Because of that I know why, I felt like aku macam mesti duduk sana. My aunt dapat nampak all those stuff atu. I miss you babah. So much. He didnt have a chance to take care of me. he never jaga aku, dari damit my mum said, because, .... longstory. He sampat jaga my sister saja. I understand. I still love him and will always do, forever. even though, jarang jumpa ia and so on, but At least, when ya hampir kan meninggal sudah, I was there with him at the hospital.I love you babah. I miss you. I never had a chance to tell you that I love you... but I know I dont have to do that, cause, I know you know I love you. naaah~ aku kan nangis. Im proud to have a father like you babah. I wish we could spend time together selalu cause dulu jarang, but yeah, what to do? Allah loves you more. Lastly, again, I miss you . I miss you too much. :'(
now, Im crying!

Jakke. :)

2009-08-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

hiii tellurians!

Last night, I chatted with him. Him. yes, him. wondering who? here's some clues: he lives in Sweden and plays Guitar ( AWESOME! ) and DRUM ( fantastic!) He is a great, kind and sweet guy. He's tall, so tall but in his country he is considered the shortest.:) didnt I make it clear enough? its KENNY! I miss him so much, we haven't chatted for like what? a month? HE asked me to come to Sweden and meet him, But I cant. I seriously wanted to meet him but I cant. he told me last night, he was having a summer break there. :) HEHE. he also told me that, he was lonely. Kenny, just so you know, you're not alone, you have me. remember? I'll always be there for you , Kenny ! even though, I'm in Brunei and you're there. that doesnt count! I will always be there for you. thats a promise. :) we talked about lots of things last night. hehe. duh~ ofcourse.

alright, I'll stop here, I want to get back on my reading. HEHE :D bye!

random photos.

2009-08-09T03:42:00.001-07:00

Look at my mouth! haha. gosh.

Yellow , white and pink. (Y) *galang*

PS: JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.
:)

FACEBOOK!

2009-08-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

WATCH THESE! :D hilarious. hahahaha.

schoolie schuul!

2009-08-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hiii earthlings! :)
I slept late last night! seriously, L-A-T-E! because I was doing my maths classwork! HEHE :D I felt like doing it so yeah. I was proud of myself last night cause I'd rather do my Maths Cw instead of sleeping! yipee! I often feel BORED or SO NOT IN THE MOOD when it comes to Maths. I told you before, I am so not good at numbers! But, recently, I discovered something extraordinary. the secret ingredient of how to make me feel fun and enjoy doing Maths. haha. everybody have their own learning skill, secret and so on, right? I will not going to tell you what. cause If I tell you, it will not be a secret anymore.

alright, enough talking about my " secret ingredient "
let's just straight away talking about school. 1st period was Eng. it was FUN! I lalalala English! we did a short compo.in pairs. Were asked to choose one topic out ot four And we chose " the person I admire " when looked at that topic, one name kept playing in my mind. it was TAYLOR LAUTNER. c'mon, who else? he's like the hottest youngest creature ever! and yet, I just happened to be admiring him. I want him so badly! LOL. *stop dreaming SHEEFAH!* okay, moving on....
next, Physics. YIPEEE! I paid my full attention during the lesson. :) I didnt feel sleepy like I usually do. And followed by Break. afterwards, Bio. teacher Diyana was sick.Relief teachers replaced her.
Lastly, MATHS! I didnt feel sleepy or bored or what at all. I was having fun learning numbers.haha. finally, I felt the joy of maths! apaaan. I didnt know that MATHS could be that fun. So yeah, another proud feeling. hahaha.

Anyways, I think I am STARTING to LIKE TWILIGHT. hahaha. You know me, I dont watch TWILIGHT nor even reading the books. DUH! Nadd told me a lot of things about Twilight, like, the characters and so on. Since she is a fan of twilight and has been reading almost all of the books. In fact, I already watched the trailer of NEW MOON which was capital WOW! god, the trailer really was very very COOL. hahaha. I cant wait for NEW MOON! yipeeeeeee.

Another Anyways, DPMM FC 2 - 0 WOODLAND WELLINGTON FC. wuhuuuu! thats what Im talking about! they won ! even though, I didnt watch the match and just listening to the radio which was BORING, I felt SATISFIED haha.' cause they FREAKIN' WON!

byeeee. I am off to my next post.
PS: I seriously dont like copycat(s). you think I dont know?? hello, tau kaliku ah. aku inda jua " copy " kauuu. ugh. whatever! sadangtah bah. kau ah.

outing :)

2009-08-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

hii, helloo! :D

I am not going to talk about school today. hehe :D kinda boring.
after school, arrived at home and straight away changing. I didn't take a shower cause rumah kami nada air :/ which is really sucks! 1 pm came and then, went to nini's crib with my sister. She's going to have her driving lesson afterwards so yeah. mummy asked us to wait at Manggis first. ;cause my sister driving lesson was at 4 pm. Since,Mummy could not send her to the Stadium, so , she asked our grandpa to send my sister instead. while, I, wait at Manggis until she finishes the driving lesson at 5pm. mummy will going to pick me up first at manggis and then my sister. BUT THE WHOLE THING CHANGED. that was not how it goes. it didnt go as what we planned.

As soon as my sister and I arrived at Manggis and opened the door, there were many toys ,abandoned on the floor. you know, In manggis , KIDs were everywhere so inda hairan. haha. Danish with his ' power rangers ' , Dinah doing her homework in the middle of the hallway,Syarah playing with her pink bicycle and so on. then, as I put my ass on the Sofa came Dinnie with his messy hair! haha. he was so adorable. seriously. calii wa yaa ah. He just woke up , so, no wondered his hair was like that. But he is still looking cute though. :D Ucu Dikman was not there, so , it was just me,my sister and the Kids and of course the BIBIs left there. I was having a really really terrible headache. My head hurt so bad. :/ I tried to sleep but cant. My sister was busy checking facebook with her mobile phone and I watched tv instead. you know what I watched? channel Ceria, digimon kah?? haha. the kids were the one who controlled the TV , not me. so yeah. cartoon tia ganya. sakit mata meliat. haha. then, i got bored so, I logged in to my facebook using my mobile phone. But , then, I got bored again, logged out and immediately laid my head on the sofa, taking a rest. At 3 pm plusplus, Uncle Salleh came surprisingly downstairs. at that time, my sister and I were Busy watching DIGIMON. haha. he said something to us, which I could not remember what and then, he asked us kan ke mana kali. i dont know, I was really focusing on the tv at that time. haha. supposedly, grandpa hantar my sister to the Stadium , but , then, since uncle salleh wanted to ambil his son, darwish balik, so, he said that, why dont he hantarkan saja tarus. I thought aku inda payah ikut, rupanya, my sister cakap , ikut jua.

we arrived in front of darwish's ugama School at maybe,3.15 pm. Car was parked outside the school , along the roads. It was raining at that time. we were waiting for darwish. sekali, uncle Salleh cakap, he wanted to bring us to eat somewhere. Since my sister driving lesson was at 4 pm, he takut inda sampat kan makan. so , ya suruh his brother saja ambil darwisy balik since, his brother's son pun sekolah sana jua. yatah. we then, went to this one cafe, which I forgot again, what is the name. I ordered fresh orange juice and fish and chips. it was (Y). the time showed nearly 4 pm, we hantar my sister to the stadium. and after that, went to technical ambil ucu man.

laslty, after ambil ucu man, headed to Manggis. di Manggis PANAS. cause, the living room's aircon was beusai. yatah. lamas. A while after that, mummy arrived and picked me up and we zoomed to the stadium. we waited for Kaka like 5-15 min to finish. next, went to batu bersurat to buy dello punya ' bag, bakul, something ' untuk mengangkat ia. we round round cari that thing atu. then, jumpa and terus bali. the price of that thing was 20plusplus. next, we round round the building again and masuk kedai Mr.baker kali. I bought JAPANESE CHEESECAKE.nyaamann! nyaman! marvellous,fantastic taste, and abosolutely delicious! and coke. My sister bought spring roll and green tea.(eugh, aku mana pandai tu green tea ah. HAHA) since the next to that shop was kedai baju,apalagi, masuk lah tarus sana. the kedai atu, kedai yang jual all brunei products. all the Baju(s) made in BRUNEI DARUSSALAM. I thought its going to be bida, sekali,WOW! lawa-lawa jua ah baju buatan Brunei ani. seriously! the price also not bad. not too expensive and not too cheap. affordable. I bought many baju(s) I think. Since, its buatan Brunei. haha. I am so proud of my country! haha. apaaan. altogether , my total was $57. baju saja tu ah. seluar inda sampat haha. besides mummy marah sudah. pasal I already balum batah bali baju. ani bali lagi, haha. lawawaa baju atuu. It was love at first sight! I fell in love with all the baju(s)! haha.

Laslty, headed home!

you see, I had a long and really tiring day. But somehow,I love it! it was So Much Fun!

alright, my fingers are tired already! typing for like more than 1 hour. haha. Im out! :D

Practical!

2009-08-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

hii :)
alright, lets talk about school.
first period was PE. Played badminton , like last week. then, eco. just organising files and worksheets and so on. 10 am came, and break, it was yeah, kinda fun. next, geo and followed by chemistry. 12.30 came, and ate lunch. I stayed back at school cause we had chemist practical afterwards at 1.00pm. Finished eating lunch, went to chemist lab. we had a practical on titration. I messed up in the first place. Supposedly, I put solution Q to the conical flask but, I put solution P instead. LUR! And I added the methyl pH indicator, 'm not sure about the name. :/ it didnt turns out to be orange but, it turned out to be PINK! actually,supposedly, when we add 2 drops of methyl.....into the conical flask, it supposed to be orange not pink. so yeah. I messed up. everybody's solution were orange , but me , pink. teacher tagur me and said, " siapa sudah titration ah? awal jua. " she came over to my bench and I replied, " aku. *grins* " she told me lah , that I was wrong and blablabla. I had to rinse the burette again , repeat what I've done earlier. While I was busy filling in my pipette with solution P. everybody were already shaking the conical flask , waiting for the colour change, doing the titration process. I was left behind because of that " LUR " mistake. But in the end, I managed to catch up! and In fact, I think I finished early! haha. kambang! :D of course-lah, who doesnt??
alright, I seriously need to sleep now. since, I've been sleeping late for the past few days. so yeah. mummy and my sister was mad at me because my bed-time is not good, I often sleep late. thats why I got eyebags. I do not know how to get rid of them.Mummy told me, if I want to get rid of them,I had to sleep early. just get enough sleep she said. BUT SERIOUSLY, I could not sleep early, it's just hard for me. they said, for student like you, you should be sleeping, by, at least in the range of between 9 pm to 10 pm.
I better stop now, cause I feel like I am talking too much. HEHE :D
bye.

the gift. :(

2009-08-04T08:25:00.001-07:00

hiii :)

yeay, finally! I finished reading the gift. Wuhuu! the ending was SAD. :’(

anyway, sorry for my lack of updates. ‘ve been busy with work.

I don’t wanna talk about school today, not in the ~~fucking~~ mood. seriously, because of something, someone… yeah, you suck, dont you know that? what kind of person are you? seriously, you keep on rushing things which is really annoying. I maybe ‘hard’ and if you cant deal with that, thats fine. fine by me. I have nothing to worry about because you know what?? I realised that day by day, you are just the same like one of those jerks out there. yes.so, if you are one of THEM, WHY SHOULD I WASTE MY TIME WITH YOU kan lagi? so yeah, there are reasons why am I acting like this and im guessing you know what are they,the reasons. one more thing, you dont have to WAIT for me anymore, which I know andang kau sudah inda tunggu lagi dari awal.andang jua sudah kau inda mau tunggu lagikan? so yeah, alhamdulilah and terima kasih. atu jua yang kau mau kan?? I dont care if you think aku ani OVER, sensitive or what. but yang banarnyaa. congrats kau dapat apa yang kau mau and yeah, for the last time, thanks for everything.

HIGHLIGHT them, If you want to know. :)

PS: kau tau siapa yang ku maksudkan.

and yeah, SCHOOL become even more siuk! LOL.

- Sheefah -

F*%@ U!

2009-08-04T07:49:00.001-07:00

macam apa kau aahhh, referee??

ALL THE PICTURES ARE TAKEN FROM RANOADIDAS.COM , I HOPE IT’S OKAY. :)

By looking at the picture, you know what I’m talking about, right? I was there at the Stadium watching them playing. Supposedly, I posted this earlier but then, I was kinda busy. so yeah. I was kinda shocked with the stupid decision made by the referee. My uncle DID NOT even DO ANYTHING TO YOU! well….*maybe yes,maybe no* the point is, it was obvious that from the beginning you were “one-sided” It was kinda shocking to see uncle Salleh cematu. we could not stop CURSING. seriously, buduh wa! I dont wanna “ menyumpah “ lagi, cause, hari atu sudah puas I cursed the referee. DPMM FC lost teruk to Home united FC. 6 – 1? OHMYGOD. c’mon, they were left with only 8 players altogether. hopeless. 3 PLAYERS , RED CARDS. Uncle Salleh, Rene and Yussof Salleh.

anyway, after the match, on our way back to home, my cousin and I were “ diam-diam “ saja in the car. we heard what he said , he did say something about the incident and the referee and so on. Hopefully, next match, they will win. even though, with only 8 players. I believe they can do it! yeaaahhh! gooo dpmm fc! gegar gegar!

alright, im off to my next post.

31.7.09 – CAKE FIGHT!

2009-08-01T07:35:00.001-07:00

Hiiii!

alright, lets talk about yesterday.

yesterday, there was a birthday party at my grandma’s house. A birthday party for people who born in July and August. It was hell-lot-of-fun! seriously, meriahhh! there were of course, foods everywhere and I heard them calling my names over and over again. haha. the food wanted me to eat them! haha. I did not want to eat actually, but then, the smell , makan eh! haha. some of the foods were crabs, kerang, ayam (Idontknow masak apa but nyaman!), ayam kurma(aku inda pandai!), ikan salai(Y),soto,Ambuyat,shephard’s pie(sp?) and so on. basically,banyak and macam2. And and ada kek something ada cheese atasnya , gilaaaaa nyaman berabisly and kek batik, but the kek batik atu lain dari yang lain and it was nyaman to the maxxxxxxxx. *two thumbs up!* after finished eating, cake time! there were 5 cakes altogether with different designs,tastes,colours and shapes. I ate all 5 of them. HEHE :D but I shared with ucu okay. and then, here comes the funny and “ beri sasak “ part! While I was eating, and all my aunts busy cutting the cake into slices, came Dinnie with Creams full on his face. Panuh cream cake arah mukanya. Keraja siapa nah? Uncle Salleh, his father. we laughed and auntie ej, balasi balik arah uncle salleh. HAHA. calii. CAKE FIGHT! She ambil sikit the cream and “ palitkan “ arah Uncle Salleh punya Muka. Uncle salleh lari and dorang ketawa2. siuk cali waa. then, Uncle Uping lagi ambil the cream and “ palitkan “ arah muka dinnie . he also did that to ucu Beah. As I was sitting on the couch eating my cake with ucu besides me, I silently took a bit of the cream and palitkan arah muka ucu. HAHAHAHA. then, unexpectedly, uncle uping said to me “ ketawa kau ahh~~! “ and guess what! he “palitkan” the cream atu arah my face! banyak lagi tu. I was shouting loudly and screamed “ OHMYGOD!” after that, makin banyak orang anu the cream atu arah my face, all my uncles apa semua. I couldn’t even see! and I cried. HAHAHA. sasakku wa. My sister and cousin also kana. But not as many as me. everybody were laughing including my nenek and uncle Salleh. sasakku. then, I grabbed a tissue and sit on the couch with my sister and cousin. sisterku ani, panat jua, orang sibuk melap, ya anu the cake atu arah my face. sasakku! My face was OHMYGOD full of cream cakes, abis sampai ke tangan. As I sat on the couch, Uncle Salleh melintas and I said to him, “ ihh~ Uncle Salleh nada. “

“ sudah tadi. disana ah. “ he replied.

I spoke to him, “ tapi inda banyak~~ “

He pusing balik and said, “ inda banyak ???! “ He ambil the cream cake atu banyak lagi tu and anu the cream atu arah mu face! gilaaaaaaaa. PANUHHHHH! I shouted and ya ketawakan. sampai ke telinga , leher, rambut and even my earrings inda lagi nampak, penuh cream cake! gilaaaaa. then, came uncle Bidin with a box of tissue in his hand and he offered me, “ nah . tissue.” I thought okay sudah ni, inda lagi kana anu, So, I took the tissue and I pusing my kepala. then, dari belakang, kana anu lagi. sasakku berabisly, isshhh. semua orang ketawakan kami, we were mangsa. my face hancur and my rambut melakat olehnya. :/

BUT SIUUUKKKKkKK! sweeeeettttt memories! :D

alright, here are some photos of that day, taken from Syiqin’s facebook album :

I told you. 5 birthday cakes!

the name of people who born In July and August. their name were added E in the front.

Atul and Idah’s cake. they shared. :)

Princess Syarah’s cake. cinderella kali ahhh~~

Daughter of Uncle Salleh’s cake, Wardinah. barbie kali ah :) CAKE OF THE DAY.

LAWA! :))

orang perasan birthday bulan 7. haha. nada wa. ya wakil:) haha.

Princess Syarah. :) cute!

me with the birthday hat and syiqin’s glasses on. :) Seriously, I LOOK FAT! ~~pipiku bulat.~~

Sharifah Nur Baqiyah Malai Shahran. :b

yeah yeah, you can say whatever you like. VAIN is the word!

Syiqin. cousin. :D

macam apaaa???

HAHA. Becky and Fathurrahman. *half*

UCU CALII! HAHAHAHAHA. *full*

RUGGED! *jangan copy* HAHA fyi, mata ucu setampik basar setampik damit. LOL.

AH-GAAAIIINN~~~ *GEGAR-GEGAR*

Shuren,Becky and Syiqin

. Uncle Salleh’s son, Darwisy.

DANISH SALLEHUDIN,DANIEL ABIDIN,DARWISY SALLEHUDDIN,ASYIQIN ABIDIN,SHARIFAH(x2) MALAI SHAHRAN.

LAWA(Y)(Y)(Y)

And lastly, to end this post, pictureku memaloi main mobile.

MACAM APAAA mukaku ah??? haha.bangas!

alright,BYEEEEE :DD

1.38 AM dan saya belum tidur. :S

2009-07-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

hii :)
it's 1.38 AM friday morning and saya belum tidur :S haha. I don't know why. I do feel sleepy but then, I can't close these eyes, I can't sleep. so yeah, instead of sleeping, I grabbed my laptop and start blogging. seriously, blogging late at night is totally my favourite now! haha.I am currently listening to Ne-yo's song right now, over and over again, hoping that it can makes me sleep and before this, I chatted with HIM,as usual, and then, terus2 ya hilang,entah ke mana. ya selalu catuu. behapa ya kah. but, status online orangnya nada. haha. manasajatah :) and karang, later after sembahyang Juma'at, there is going to be a birthday party at nini's crib. I seriously need to finish all my work. yes, indeed. :S:s I hate to admit this but I'm hungry! yes, very! gosh. aku makin kuat makan~! and I hate it. I need to maintain my weight cause I don't wannaget across 50kg. 50 is a BIG NUMBER. and anyway, school today was okay. just during break, Im a bit 'gila' , ketawa2 saja. pasal qaaamsss tuu, ya cali. her face expression cali! I will never forget that qaams. your ' indescribable ' expression. haha. nyaman ketawa kuu olehnya. banartah. And ,also, today, many 'unwanted' accidents happened. yes. banar. sama chemist presentation, my group , no.3 , topic on acids and bases. I didnt expect that actually.haha. and no.1 was topic on salt , no.2 was topic on ammonia, and fourth, transition metals
and also, sir last today. alright,bahh, Im out!

bye :D

presentation!

2009-07-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi :)
today, I went to school with a big smile on my face! haha. I dont know why.LOL. but, what I hate is, this morning, my temperature again, inda dapat. sasakku, I had to wait for while but still. so, since inda dapat, the teacher had to check my temp. bukan arah dahi but arah belakang my ear. haha. after that, I met Aida and we walked together. haha. SEKADAR! next, PE. it was okayy. we main badminton, but ada some of us inda, including me. haha. after PE, economics. demand and supply diagram,equilibrium PAYAH! :/ I failed my mcq on that topic. not only me, almost like all of us. gilaa! after eco, break and geo. Geo, learned about frontal rain today and lastly, chemistry! presentation~! . kami banyak ketawa2 during the presentation ah. haha. inda serious wa. and sir tanya kami soalan yang payah. :/ 12.30pm, balikkkk.

anyway, Brunei DPMM FC 0 - 0 SAFFC. okaylah. nada manang nada kalah. but, after this, they have to win since they are going to play home... this sunday I think, their next match! I wanna watch the match but its school night! yatah. ishh.
alright, im OUT! byeeeeeeee. :D

cookie stick Ilavyou!

2009-07-28T05:33:00.001-07:00

qaaamsss and sheeeffsss :)

I made that up. HEHE :D I love you , qaaamss. ALWAYS, forever!

I dont wanna talk about school today, GNIROB!

but during break, I ate COOKIE STICK. Berabisly nyaman. I bought 10 of them from Nadd. thank you nadd, you are the best!

and anyway, I’m craving for coke di jollibee. haha.

anyway, I got two ‘the gift’

haha. nada waa. one is mine and the other one is Naz’s.

alright, Im out ! byeeeeee :))

ugh. whatever!

2009-07-27T02:27:00.000-07:00

hello :)
I am so not in the mood today. ugh! alright, school! first period was Chemistry, we learned new topic today. Fertilisers. it was okay. it's just that, Sir macam kesian this morning. 'cause everytime he spoke, everybody seemed like ' inda melayan ' haha. he was like talking to himself. but, seriously, we did not realise that kami catuu. He had to repeat over and over again apa ya cakap. haha. sorry sir. next period was Bio. Oh-Em-Giee! the suh-prise test was daaayymmmm hard! the mcqs were great but the structured questions was , crappy shit! haha. well, there were some of the questions I knew the asnwers and there were some I didn't. I had to antam as long as my answer make sense. :/:/ LOL. after that, MIB. I didn't really pay much attention. HEHE :D Nadd, also. later after that, break. next, physics. oh gosh! ughhhhhhh. I rather not talk about it. because, one of the reasons I am so not in the mood today, is because of this. Something happened and it made my mood spoiled. ugh! lastly, Malay. I didn't pay much attention during the lesson. I dont know why. my mind was somewhere else.I was thinking about something else.
then, I went home at 4.40pm(what-the-F!!!) uggghhhh. whatever. I don't wanna talk about it. :/

2009-07-25T20:29:00.000-07:00

hii, world!
alright, Im just gonna talk about random things here. my day has not started yet. so yeah.
Last night, I had a hard time sleeping. :/ I don't know why. my eyes were being bitchy! ugh. I did not get my butt to school yesterday due to this terrible headache =/ sorry Sir. hehe :D Mummy asked me to drink this some kind of ubat(liquid). it was greenish-black in colour. looking at the colour itself, just made me wanna puke. eugh :S but at the same time, it looked like coke jua. well, actually, in the first place, I thought it was coke tu, I asked my mum, " maa... coke kah tu?? " then, she replied, " awuuu. coke. *with an angry tone* then, when I saw it closer and nearer, " mana ada! " I shouted. and I started to make some LAME excuses cause I actually did not want to drink that ubat! Mummy pajal2 balik2 suruh minum, ya suruh minum,her face scary wa berabis. I said to her, " awwuuu. karangku minum. sekajap wa maaa. karang saja wa. agatah mama jalan dulu, keluar. karang saja ku minum~~ " I said that to her like millions of times. But she still, forcing me to drink it in front of her eyes. then, with the help of god! finally, Mummy walked out of the room and left the ubat on the table. I was in my sister's room at that time , my sister was there yatah she asked her to ' liat2kan aku makan that ubat. ' haha. scary eh mummy atuu. a while after that, I felt guilty yatah I HAD TO minum that ubat. the taste was so BIDA and eughhhh. inda nyaman.

uhyeah! On monday, we are going to have a SUH-PRISE test! ishhh. I'm not ready! teacher raihan told us that it will going to harder and harder.
anyway, I already finished reading If you could see me now by Cecelia Ahern and Undomestic goddes by Sophie Kinsella. Now, currently reading Thanks for the memories by Cecelia Ahern. I am totally addicted to ' reading ' right now. hmm.. at some point, I feel like I love reading. LOL. before, I never love reading. seriously, It bores me out! but now, everywhere I go, there will be a book in my hand. but please, dont anggap aku a bookworm. Im not a bookworm! and will never be. I dont love reading as much as I love watching movies. so yeah! reading would probably at the end of my favourite list. hahaha.

alright, goodbye :)
PS: ada this guy, who doesn't get what I mean, and it totally ruins my MOOD. I was just kidding bah arah ia and then, ya tarus2 ucap aku SENSITIVE. ugh. It was just a joke. why do you have to take it seriously?? why so serious???

My handsome boyfriend!

2009-07-24T18:37:00.000-07:00

introducing to you...
my new boyfriend!
yipee! haha.
his name is Ak.Md Dinnie bin Pg Sallehuddin.
I am not sure whether that is really his real name or not.
But that's what I heard.
he is actually my cousin yang the smallest one I think
balah mummy. Uncle Salleh and auntie Ej's youngest son. DINNIE AND ICHA. HANDSOME RIGHT? VERY HANDSOME.!

and yeah, DPMM FC 3 - 3 GOMBAK UNITED FC. draw.
next game, they will going to face SAFFC, this 29th,away.

Uncle Salleh, the Guardian.

2009-07-24T17:34:00.000-07:00

okay, this is what happened. when my mummy was on her way out of the house, I ran after her cause I wanted to say something to her. while I was talking to my mummy, my handbag ampai2 arah sofa,then, uncle Salleh ' ngam ' duduk sana and he asked my sister, " bag si Becky ni? " and my sister replied, " awu " next, after I finished talking to mummy,I went back to the Sofa and guess what! uncle salleh took my handphone and ya bawa lari! gila jua tu. he checked all my messages, inbox ,sent items,drafts. everything! gila wa. I was like ohmygod,ohmygod! ya baca everything wa. yatah, in my inbox, ada gambar someone and his messages pun still ada I think. you know me, too lazy to delete all my messages. yatah, uncle Salleh panggil auntie ej, and dorang liat his picture atu! aku takut berabis. uncle Salleh tanya, " siapa si S.... ani? " they kept on saying his name. and then, I tried to ambil my phone back, sekali uncle salleh, macam marah+ketawa(main2), ya kan tandang tia apa semua. and then, I tried lagi to ambil my phone. sekali, uncle salleh, inda mua bagi. ishh. then, I shouted " niiiniiii!!! " my nini at that time, duduk-duduk. sekali, nini ketawa2 saja. ya checked gambar and so on, semua ya checked! then, I said he wanted to bawa us jalan right?yatah, we stopped by arah hua ho cause auntie ej kan ambil $. in the car,waiting, uncle Salleh checked all my calls and so on. and guess what! ya nampak tia, and tanya " siapa si A... ani? " i was like, in my mind, " nah kedapatan tia ! " and ya cakap while checking my calls, " banyak jua si S..... ani " he asked me again, " siapa si S... ani ah?? " I replied, "orang lain" then, " si A.... ? " i said , " orang lain jua " then-nya," adeyhh~"
then, arrived at Villa Mouri,fyi, my phone is still with him! he was still checking. then, I said aku kan ke toilet. then, my sister came to the toilet and said " batah jua kau. sekali ya cakap, you dont know what happened outside. " " apa?kenapa? " I spoke to her. sekali, I went outside. and rupanya, Uncle Salleh messaged si S... and si A... I was like, tekajut hantap! and I shouted in my mind " OHHHH MYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!" I thought ya main2. rupanya banar! bebunyi wa my phone. it's not me tia pulang yang bemessage, ia tia pulang wa be-message. gila jua tuuuuu. banyak kali lagi tu my phone bebunyi!active wa. he asked si S.... and si A.... dorang atu siapa and so on. then, after ya tau sudah and so on, ya bagitau tia dorang yang ya atu siapa.In his message, he said something like this " ... ani unclenya, the guardian of all my niece. " then, yang calinya ! ya kana ' sebiji ' balik. Si S.... replied cali wa. hahaa.in his message, he said something like this, " ....captain of dpmm right? nice to chat with the captain...." then, uncle Salleh takajut, ya cakap, " ehhh, migrain ku eh. paning kepalaku.*ketawa2* " haha. ya tekajut si S... replied catu. hahahaha. but calilah. ya kana balik. hahaha. rupanya, he also did the same thing to his niece yang lain. I mean, his niece yang from Berakas, he said, his niece yang sorang atu lagi teruk. sampai her friend jadi uncle Salleh punya kawan sudah. hahahahha.LOL. yatah, after this, kami inda buleh ampai2kan our phone dimana2, karang kana checked. lagi. hahaaa. I dont know who's next after this... hahhaha.

AND .. he only messaged the males. the females, inda. hahaha.
alright, im out! :D

24th July '09

2009-07-24T16:34:00.000-07:00

hiii:)
let's talk about yesterday.
yesterday morning, mummy walked into my room and woke me up early. Because we wanted to go to Kubur. I was shocked cause mummy was like , shouting at my sister and I. but then, after she walked out of the room, we were still sleeping. I couldn't get up of my bed because My eyes prevented from doing that. after like 13 minutes, finally, I got up and then planning kan mandi. BUT instead of going straight away to the toilet, I stopped by at my living room and guess what! sambung balik tidur. hahaha.mummy was in the kitchen, bising! terbangun tiaa then took a shower :)

At Kubur(manggis):
it was HOT! I was sweating like HELL:/ there were many people there, because sekampung kaliah. we bersihkan Kubur my sister and others jua. next, read the doa and eat. the food were so banyak and (Y) but the orange manis. haha :) we had not even finished eating at that time, then, ada tia orang 'menapau' banartahh... lain jua tu. typical bruneian.

after Kubur, went to my favourite place, nini's crib! HEHE :) we rested there. then, uncle Salleh and auntie ej came downstairs, dorang kan jalan. at that time, all of us were watching ' bujang lapok ' I think.I don't know. yatah, while I was focused watching, suddenly , a pillow hit me in the face! Uncle Salleh threw it at me! I was shocked by that. tarus2 wa. ish. then, ya minta balik and I ,threw again lah lagi. after a while, he threw it again at me. altogether, 3 times kali ya umban. isshhh. I told my sister and ucu that I was craving for the food at CHARCOAL.sekali, they told uncle Salleh about that.then, ya bawa kami lah. we ate at Villa mouri(sp?) actually, before that, we were supposed to go home but then, kana suruh tinggal di manggis pasal kan kana bawa jalan atu. guess what ! something happened! want to know what! * read my new post * after jalan, stayed at Manggis until patang. then, auntie Em took my sister,syiqin,ucu beah,auntie ej,auntie Inang,Icha and I to liat make-up. that seller's punya house is at Lambak. arrived there, we liat all the make-ups. lawa and wow! MAC kaliah. haha. my sister and I bought compact powder and Blusher.Blusher-nya LAWA. but, the make-ups that she showed them to us, was sikit saja. she said, if kami mau yang lain lagi. we had to order. so yeah, we ordered lah.Mummy jua ordered and so on. by the end of this month, our make-ups maybe Sampai kali. HEHE :)
after that, stayed at manggis and wait for mummy to come and pick us up. uhyeah, I miss si Angus*bukan HANGUS terbakar ah. the prounounciation is like this, ENGG-GESS* and Angel.dorang nada lagi!kana minta. that were the only kittens that are left mula2.sekali,uncle Pini minta one. so yeah, my mum brought the kittens to manggis. then, the kids liat lah. banyak orang mau si Angel because she is cute and too perfect! bulunya 3 warna, her eyes are so sweet,her face is Innocent. She got everything! perfect wa. too perfect! we did not want to bagi tu actually, but yeah, payah jaga wa. cause Angel ani tinggal dirumah, indoor and dello jua , the mother pun indoor. the only one yang outdoor, Angus. cause he is a Male. we did not want angel to live outside , danger karang ya kana ' rogol ' haha. pregnant lagi, makin banyak, tia payah jaga. yatah thats why. we gave angel to auntie Inang cause she fell in love with angel at the first time she saw her. haha. we gave uncle pini, si angus. ya mau cause, he wanted to give his daughter a cat as a birthday present! hmmm.... now , dello is the only one left. :( my cat nada lagi! si angus!

alright , Im off to my new post!

guess who's back!!!

2009-07-24T16:25:00.000-07:00

it's me , of course! Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been busy, yaknow and I sometimes lost my interest on blogging. I don't know why. it's gnirob ! hehe :D

what is it??

2009-07-20T01:49:00.000-07:00

Solve this puzzle
if you want to know
what is the picture.
HEHE :D
enjoy !
difficulty: easy peezy lemon squeezy :)

taman selera.

2009-07-19T11:29:00.001-07:00

after the match, we ate at taman selera at bandar with of course, uncle Salleh and Auntie ej and the dpmm management team?? I guess. ramai ah. it was kinda awkward actually. My cousin,ucu and I ate at different table.we ordered corn soup and sayur. we didnt order plain rice cause we didn’t feel like eating , yaknow, rice. haha.

uhyeah! guess what!

before the match begins, I met my-Ex! But I am not sure whether it was him or not. But I think it was him and I didn’t even “tagur” ia cause entah ah. Also, I think he also knew that it was me.. My cousin said he was kinda macam liat liat jua. SOOO YEAAAAHHH. seriously, I think he HATES me sudah. I can feel it. But I was so hairan, before, he said that we’re friends! friends? ugh. seriously?? whatever! I know you have changed a lot from head to toe! you’re getting hotter! ugh not! there are many girls chasing after you now and wanted to be your girlfriend. I also know that you have a new one already. so yeah, don’t worry I am not going to disturb you and your ~~lame~~ girlfriend. just for the record, I don’t deal with people’s property. whatever, janji kau bahagia. cause I don’t even ~~fucking~~ care about you anymore. c’mon why should I??! ugh. GOD, I sound like I’m jealous! ugh NOT! why should I ? ~~poklen.~~ alright, enough about HIM! uuugggghhhhhhhhhhh. past is past. just let it go, sheefah!

pictures at taman selera :

he was chatting at that time and I could hear his mind saying, “ apakan ya anii???!!! “

hahaha. lol.

I look bida. haha. apakin??

‘the eye’ GEGAR GEGAR!

(Y) becky and syiqin (Y)

gegar gegar!

2009-07-19T10:54:00.001-07:00

hiii!

guess what ! BRUNEI DPMM FC 2 – 1 ALBIIREX NIGATA FC. DPMM WON! wohooooooo!!!!!! yeaaayyyyyy! you see, like I said before, if HOME, they always WIN. but the match was totally crazy and extremely stressful. haha. I could not stop cursing! banar. ugh. gila wa. Before half-time, gila, boring wa the match. Albiirex was the first to score. then, after half-time, BARUTAH! gegar gegar ! haha. I was really really MENTAL when I watched the match, c’mon who doesnt??! haha. but, I no longer see no.8 playing on the field. :’(( and that night, every time I saw albiirex nigata’s no.8 player, it reminded me of him. =’( I usually hear his name being announce on the speaker before the match begins, but now, NOT ANYMORE. :( he is really gone and ‘ NO MORE ‘ uhyeah, Subhi and Ivan Jerkovic(sp?) were the one who scored that night! yes yes, JERKOVIC is BACK! he can play again. yipeee! I hope with him playing , BRUNEI DPMM FC can win! and when, Subhi scored the 1st goal they did this*picture* the breakdance move??! it was really really COOOLLLL! I love it! COOOOOOLLLLL!!!!! rugged!

(again, taken from ranoadidas.com I hope it’s fine. )

Im OUT! bye! gegar gegar dii-piii-em-em-ef-siie hey hey! haha.

random pictures.

2009-07-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

finally!

2009-07-18T00:40:00.000-07:00

hiii.
Last friday, I bought THE GIFT by CECELIA AHERN,at last!hehe:D the price is $40. at first, I wanted to wait for the 2nd version but then, it's like macam batah. So, I just bought the hard-cover one(1st edition) it was mummy actually bought that book for me, no! for us! me and my sister. we were asked to share.. I haven't read it yet, cause my sister is still reading it. Ya dulu baca. ughh. now, I am curently reading IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW by CECELIA AHERN also. actually,at first,I got bored reading it so I decided to stop. But while waiting for my sister to finish reading the gift, I decided to continue since thats the only book that I hadn't finish reading. I dont wanna talk about school today. GNIROB! and Im still sad. uhyeah, to you, I think what you said just now is kinda ar-yu-di-ie. I could not believe that you just said that! oh-em-gie! whatever. alright, Im out of words. byeee.

goodbye.

2009-07-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

Hiiiii.

Finally the truth has came out. what I heard is so TRUE. I could not find any words that could describe this feeling. I feel EXTREMELY SAD. I cannot stop crying. My tears cannot stop falling down and I don't know when it will stops. the truth that Im talking about and the reason why I feel like this is because DPMM FC HAS LET GO OH DDOG YI. yeah, the rumor is true. So, to all the BRUNEIANS who hate him, who talk CRAPS about him, who think that he is the reason why dpmm kalah, who think ya ' membawa BALA ' and so on, are you happy now?? I hope so. I know you probably think I am so OVER sampai menangis and so on. biartia wah, Its my problem not yours. I have reasons why I am acting like this. didnt I make it clear enough?If not, lemme make it clear, I AM A BIG FAN OF HIM. no, ENORMOUS FAN of HIM. Now, I dont know whether I am going to watch the match tomorrow or not. part of myself said I SHOULD but part of myself said the other way around. Usually, I saw him playing and now?? *sigh* Only god knows how I feel. Since he is no longer DPMM FC player, I wish him all the best in his footballing career. I read on rano, he was released not because of his contract is over but because of other reasons. just read it by yourself on ranoadidas.com and and CORRECTION, In my previous post, I said that dpmm fc will going to fight with gombak right? sorry, wrong imformation they will going to fight, ALBIIREX NIGATA actually. just for the last time, I uploaded some photos of him.taken from ranoadidas.com (I hope it's okay)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BUNDA.

2009-07-17T07:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARSITA BTE HJ MD YUSSOF.
SELAMAT HARI JADI MOTHER.
FORGIVE ME FOR MY COUNTLESS MISTAKES THAT I MADE.
I LOVE YOU AND THAT'S ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW.
AND I AM PROUD TO HAVE A MOTHER LIKE YOU.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME.
YOU ARE THE BEST, MAA.

cursing is not good for your health. LOL.

2009-07-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

hiii.
Nadd, I promised you that I will count how many times you're cursing from now on. today is the first day, and CONGRATULATIONS you cursed 8 times today during school. hahaha. :) that girl is sooo need to 'bersihkan' her mouth. haha. she also counted for me, and guess what? I only cursed 4 times. hehe :D its not that bad right?? well, what can I say~ hahaha. I am not that 'cursing-type' of person. I do curse but ada masanya... hhaha. not all the time! Bah, I am so malas to talk about school today but yaknow what! Mrs.Christine MARAHI me today! which is ksjkdnjbfh! Because I didnt mark or correct my grammar booklet. She called me and our conversation started. It went like thiss....
Mrs.C: *opening the booklet* why? why didnt you correct it ?
ME: *Silence.... *
Mrs.C: *staring at me * ---> berijap ya tantang ah! takut ku! haha.
ME: *silence...* My mind keeps on saying this MILLIONS OF TIMES* boh. cemana ni ? cemani ni? apaku jawab? apaku jawab? *
Mrs.C: *turned to the next page* what? you're just being lazy??
ME: *Looking at my grammar booklet* nooo. I only marked some of the exercises but not all of them.
Mrs.C: why not?? *turning the pages over and over again.*
ME: *silence,.... again. *
Mrs.C: *staring at me again. * what? you just copy the answers from the back?
ME: nooo.
Mrs.C: you did correct them. you write your own answers first and then, you look at the back and correct them?
ME: yess.
Mrs.C : but there is no evidence showing you did all that..
ME: *nodded*
Mrs.C: writing on my the front page of my grammar booklet. She wrote this " No evidence of self correction in many units! "
that's how our conversation went. I could not think of any reasons why did I do that! ugh!
alright, Im off! bye.

sweet memory. FREAK LADIES.

2009-07-15T03:53:00.001-07:00

hiii.

I log in to Our friendster( us, the FLs) and I watched our video. GOD, I miss that moments. It was so FUN and I realised that my hair, looks GREAT dulu atu. seriously, my hair looks healthy and awesome haha . Im not trying to be KAMBANG or what, but I like my old hair atu wa. no-no! I love it! god, I want my hair back! hahaha. FREAKOOO! just watch this video, okay! If you think the video is LAME or WHAT… I suggest you, just SHUT UP and yeah, ***K OFF! but, if you dont think that way, then, THANK YOU. haha.

byeeeee. :)

uhyeah, one more thing, DON’T STEAL OUR SONG. pleaseee. remember that.

futbol.

2009-07-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

hiii. :)
I feel like posting something ,so yeah. I cant wait for Saturday! cause, there is a football match. DPMM fc vs GOMBAK fc ; home! yeay. I really really want to watch the match. but I havent ask my mummny yet,ah wait! yes, I did. But she said , If I want to watch the match, there is one condition. I have to sleepover at my Grandma's house. hmm... I want to , but with whom? indakan aku sorang saja? I usually sleepover there with my sister and my cousin, syiqin. but then, she already has a plan. She will sleepover arah lain, with her friends. my cousin syiqin? I dont know. I havent heard anything from her. I dont even know whether she's going to watch the match or not. she usually watch the match with me, with the others. But last night, my mummy told me that she was sick. :/ hmm... how ah?? moreover, uncle Salleh, keeps asking me to sleepover there, at my grandma's house.
anyway, lets just forget about that one first. Oh no! I have tonnes of homework! I havent anything yet, crap! it looks like I have to do it now then! ughhhh. I am so not in the mood. My body hurts, my mind is thinking about something else, Im thinking about HIM!:)) and my eyes are sleepy. hahaha. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him. last night, I was chatting with him! god, I am so happy, knowing that he is doing fine. he just got back from England ; language travel. but we only chatted for like less than 30 mins, because at that time, I was kinda busy. he maybe still sleeping right now. it is still morning there, like 6 am plus plus.

uh yeah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZETTY ZARIYA. actually, her birthday is yesterday. but I dont care! hehe. :D sorry, lambat greet.

bah, im out!

1 minute.

2009-07-13T22:42:00.000-07:00

hiiii. :)
so today, I woke up early as in, before my alarm wake me up! hahaha. my alarm usually woke me up at 6.00 am, but then this morning, I woke up at 5.59 am. just 1 minute before my alarm started being bitchy , screaming like a crazy bitch! haha. I know you must be thinking 1 minute jua ganya, it doesnt make any difference. well , yes it does. to ME! haha. next, I took a shower and yeah, yaknow,get ready to go to school and breakfast. At school, as usual, temperature was checked and GUESS WHAAATTTT! teacher Zurina cannot checked my temp! Because my temp. was too low, (bakas beaircon, haha ) . So, she asked me to wait and rest for a while. :/ everyday, I have to do that. because everyday jua, the teacher could not check my temp! after a while, she checked my temp. again, and still cannot! Until like 3 to 5 times, finally! dapat~! So, people, on your way to school please, jangan beraircon. haha.or else you'll end up like me!

okay, next, lesson began. 1st period was, maths. It was okay, just a bit macam " apakan??!!! " hahaha. because we learned new topic and that topic atu macam LAIN sikit. haha. All of us were like kinda " bangang " in the first place, then, teacher AINI explained again , but she explained even deeper, so yeah, we all did not " BANGANG " lagi. hahaha. 2nd period was BIOLOGY. the lesson was SIUK (Y)! teacher Raihan was so FUNNY. especially, the part when she told us about " ANA and THE CAT " and her story when she was In temburong I think.I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF.Her story was just funny. She said that sweat can attract animals , especially like bees. Because sweat contains mineral salts which is useful for the animals like bees, to make honey.Bees cannot make their own mineral salts. but thats not the funny part. I dont want to tell you the funny part. HEHE :D After bio, break and then, malay. it was OKAY but it was not that siuk nor boring. lastly, GEOGRAPHY. the lesson was kinda " almost siuk " haha. The topic was interesting about weather and climate.

Uhyeah, I nearly forgot, during maths NADD was BUSTED. At that time, she was doing her work and then, unexpectedly,She said " SHIT! " teacher Aini heard her, and she said " (Idontknowapayacakap) but she did said something about cursing. hahahha.that girl atu always, fyi, always cursing, almost like everyday. hahaha and I used to it already. So people, If you sit beside nad, you will hear a lot of bad words and of course a lot of curseeee. jangan hairan. apakan? ?

alright, bye. I'll update later I guess. I wanna post 'bout somethin'

ugh! not again!

2009-07-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

hiiiiii. :)
first of all, I am so LAZY, MALAS to reply all those TEXTS in the CBOX. sorry guys. Laziness stopped me from doing that. biar tia my CBOX, dead or boring or whatever. cause ugh, im just not in the MOOD. hahaha.
alright, just some short update here. BRUNEI DPMM FC lost to TAMPINES ROVER FC with a result of 2 - 1. very disappointing, seriously. they lost 2 games already including this one. what more can I say? Its a game. :( If only they were playing HOME, surely, the results will not ended up like this. CMON,with all the spirits and cheerings of the supporters, it will be GEGAR GEGAR. hahaha. and of course, if only all of the players were complete. I mean, all the top players were playing and so on. everything is just PERFECT. but what-to-do??? hmm... alright, today, I OVERSLEPT. :/ hahaha. gosh, I woke up late today. really late. seheriously, no lies. hahaa. I dont wanna tell you HOW LATE. after I woke up, I had a headache,strong one. =/ then....hmm, lets just stop there. HEHE :D
back to the previous talk, About DPMM FC. I cant wait for the next games. but OHHHH NOOOOO! they will be facing two big games! they will be playing or competing with GOMBAK fc and SAF FC. as well as ALBIREX, of course.OH NO,OH NO. I hope, I really HOPE they will do a lot better this time, and win! they really really have to win. match with gombak and saf will be away but albirex will be home on tuesday, 21st of July. I wanna watch the match at the stadium but cannot because its school night. aish!
okay, enough about that! Im off to sleep now, bye!

JUST DROP IT.

2009-07-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

hello there :)
I didnt get my ass to school today because of this terrible headache :/ I dont know whattahell is wrong with my head. Mummy asked me to take some meds, but I didnt do that. HEHE :D all I want to do is SLEEP. hoping that it would reduce my headache. But it didnt. which is not a GOOD THING =/ Moreover, there is a sick person in my house. My sister. She is sick, really sick. she has been staying at home for 4 days. she didnt even get her butt to school! so yeah, considered that as a QUARANTINE. Yaknow, what the MOH wants, when you are not feeling very well or should I say , SICK. stay at home. dont go anywhere. haha. yeah right!
uhyeah, good luck to all the form 3-ians who is having their mock exam at the moment. I know I should have said this earlier before the exam started, but what can I do? time goes fast! hahaha., yeah right! the point is GOOD LUCK! especially to my ONE-hell-lot-of-fun BESTFRIENDS! good luck guys!

AAAAANNNNYYYYWAAAAYYYY, last night Shahirah, Shahirah as in SHAHIRAH HJ LAMAN from 3Y , called me. it's very rare I should say. yaknow! we didnt even say a word to each other when accidently meet or what. I didnt even know that we're still FRIENDS or WHAT! hmm... lets just hope, we are. okay? because I dont want to be the girl who is " ambung, lupa kawan, or blablabla. all those shits and craps. " So yeah. HEHE :D
Since, I did not get my ass to school today, I woke up late today. HEHE :D
not really late okay! took a shower and then ate my breakfast. next, I watched tv for a while and slept again. the headache was still there, thats why :S
after that, I woke up and watched COKLAT STROBERI. rewatched actually. I like that movie, I think it's kinda sweet :) then, I.... just stop it there. HEHE :D I dont feel like talking about it.

Just now, I watched IM A CELEBRITY, GET ME OUT OF HERE! It's kinda siuksadang. haha. it's just that there are some part that is kinda creepy and nasty! especially the eating challenge part! ugh, my GOD. they had to eat rat's tail,tarantula,scorpion and I dont know,some bunch of nasty,terrible stuff! eewwwww.

UHYEAH. one more thing before I get the hell out of my blog,
TO YOU DUDE :
that NICK. I know it's for me! guess what! I ALREADY done that. because I know thats what you want dari dulu lagi! you TOLD me that you dont want to go ONLINE anymore, forever! ugh, you keep on LAUGHING thinking its funny, well guess what MAN, ITS NOT! not at all! you want to know WHY IVE BEEN ACTING LIKE I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU????? you wanna hear the reasons? lemme tell you! because when something happened, you always always all the time bring that thing up. what thing? you always SELALU bawa and kaitkan about pasal " that letting go thingay " you ALWAAAAYYSSSSSS, be like " you can let me go now. alright, I'll go. you are like macam, sikitsikit atuuu saja. it looks like kau atu macam andang dari dulu mau LAPAS. so, I decided to act like this, and guess what! again, you bring that thing up again. let me go, let me go.! ohh GOD! im sick of it! So,why dont aku saja yang GO first?you didnt even notice that I already let myself out from your WHAT-SO-CALLED HEART. and yeah, not just even that, you also always link it with "YOU DIDNT WANT TO GO ONLINE FOREVER,STOP MESSAGING ME and all those other craps!" UGGGGHHHH! A bit bitchy here, so yeah, for the last time, SORRY. and good bye. from now on, I will leave you the hell alone because thats what you REALLY WANT since dulu lagi! SO GOODBYE! and for the record, I dont like guys who couldnt make his own decision. guys who's just, yaknow!,leave it all up to the girls. let the girl do all the decisions! yes, we sometimes have to let the girls make the decisions, but not ALL. Other than that, just so you know,It will not ended up like this if you just TAKE IT SLOWLY.

- bye, and pardon me, for being HARSH.

Back to School!

2009-07-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiii!
So,today is our first day of school after 3 weeks holiday.what surprised me was , in the morning, when I arrived, WOW...there were so many ' FLU desk ' and teachers/surgeon(pasal dorang pakai mask SURGEON atuu. haha).seriously, they look like bunch of real doctors.Body temperature was checked.we had to que up first before that. ramai. after had checked, we were given an orange sticker. my body temp. was 35.6! thank god, normal. haha. then, went to my classroom.

maybe at 7.30am, lesson started. first period was Chemistry. we had a jengjengjeng SURPRISE TEST! it was kinda EARD(easy+hard). hahaha. "sadangsadangpayah." I managed to answer almost all the questions. I left maybe like 1 or 2 questions.hehe. 2nd period, biology. TEACHER RAIHAN is back! lol. learnt new topic today. 3rd period was MIB. studied about perpuspaan. At first, I dont really know what is PERPUSPAAN means. then, after read through the textbook and with the help of teacher's explanation, NOW I KNOW. haha. next, break! I didnt eat anything cause Im not hungry. hehe :) 4th period was, physics. discussing the answer to the question in our phy insight textbook. the question that we did not understand and so on. Lastly, malay. memodenkan.it was okay.

UHYEAH! BRUNEI DPMM FC lost to SENGKANG PUGGOL FC with a result of 1-2.it's kinda sad that they lost. but what-to-do?? I believe next game which is this Friday 10th of July, they can do much better and win! AMIN.

alright, Im out. bye. :)

today.

2009-07-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

heeyyyyy-yyyyyaaahhhh.
today was really really exhausting. Seheriouslyyyy.cause of my ucu punya engagement. I woke up early this morning. took a shower and went straight to my grandma's house. cause kan tolong-tolong. Yaknow! busylah semua orang gilaa. after that, before tengahari, went to soon lee bali some stuff. After that, headed home to change my baju and get ready and so on. the jemputan was from 2.30 till 3.00 PM. yatah, we had to come early like 1 labih.
there were a lot of people datang, of course-lah banyak.hahaha.
after the all the jemputan datang , we waited for the keluarga lelaki to datang. After a few minutes, datang and then, cakapcakap, and after semua already settled, " sarung cincin "
sekali,makan and the jemputan pun balik. Lastly, at 4.30 labih kali, hang out in the living room , chitchat and blabla. cerita2 sama2 family then 6 pm kali, balikk.

uhyeah, this is ucu with his new hair. his new hair macam ddog yi sikit.RUGGED!

Speaking of HAIR, I also have a new hair. kami together sama my sister and cousin ke saloon. gunting rambut,manicure and pedicure. I didnt really like my new hair. CALI! hahaha.

alright, Im OUT! byee!

bestest and sweetest Dream ever.

2009-07-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

Yaknow what??!
Last saturday night, I had a dream. I dreamed about someone,someone I really really MINAT! haha. GODDD. I could not forget that dream. I dont want to tell you what it is, cause people said that " inda baik ceritakan mimpi " I think so. basically, not good lah ceritakan about your dream. haha. in my dream atu, I felt like the WORLD is MINE.I could not stop smiling. I was so happy berabis! it was the SWEETEST DREAM ever. in fact, I think while I was sleeping I was smiling at the same time and when I woke up, I was still SMILING happily. non-stop! hahaha. that means, that dream atu really had made me WOW.So, the whole day, I was so happy saja. Ya Allah, I wish that dream atu jadi banar! Amin~!
Ive been waiting so long kan dream pasal " that someone " atu. then, unexpectedly, YEAY! finally! wuhuuu! thank you, GOD. :D

the BESTEST,SWEETEST and MOST AMAZING dream ever. EVERRRR!

PEANUT BUTTER!

2009-07-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

lemme just tell you one thing.
Last Saturday or Thursday, I dont know. mummy was mad at me. WHY??? because, I ate peanut butter out of the jar. haha. I took a spoon and just ambil sikit then makan. I Like it. it is so damn delicious! trust me. way better than eating with bread or whatsoever. At first, mummy didnt notice cause she was busy cooking dinner. Then, she turned back and tekajut. her eyes tarus jadi basar. as if it was about to pop out. lol. She then, marahi and again, lecturing. I think this is the 3rd or 4th time , kedapatan. haha. I cant help it. its nyaman wa makan catuu. My new favourite , eating peanut butter, out of the jar. LOL.

Brunei Darussalam

2009-07-01T11:17:00.000-07:00

hello!
Omigod, Its been so long I havent update my blog. haha. Im too lazy plus I am so not interested in blogging this lately. I dont know why. haha. So todayy.... I watched DPMM vs (I forgot the name!) at the stadium. DPMM won, yeah, of course! 2 - 0! WOHOOO! the match was kinda okayy, its not that WOW. After that, uncle Salleh bawa makan. yyeaah, Late at night! at first, I didnt want to eat anything cause Im not really hungry but then, kana ordered kan sudah. So yeah, I had to eat.next, we roundround bandar seri begawan since the place where we ate was in bandar so yyeahh. It was FUN. I didnt know that BRUNEI is THAT BEAUTIFUL. seriously, bandar seri begawan is full of colours. the view was WOW. I love my country! haha. lawa banarr. me likey~ lastly, went home as in to my nini's house. sleepover with cousins. right now, I am at my nini's house , sitting around the corner in the living room - blogging while everyone are sleeping and maybe dreaming already. I cant sleep ;/ thats why. maybe by doing this, I can sleep.hopefully. alright, Im OFF to SLEEP now even if I know I cant! but I have to! its 2.30 AM already,gosh! bye for now. :)

I miss you, baby.

2009-06-27T12:19:00.001-07:00

S, I miss you. I don’t know why. it’s been two days I haven’t heard anything from you. and those two days, I’ve been wondering how you doin’. The last message you sent really had made me realised how much I need you. I need you, S. I really do. where are you, S? I had made a huge mistake… and I didn’t even realise that. I don’t want to say SORRY to you ever again. even though, I know thats the only word that can make you and I feel a lot better. but , I had said SORRY to you for like a gazillion times. that means, I had made so many countless mistakes. Im ….Im… I dont wanna say that word. and S, you are not dead. you are you,alive, you must be happy. just so you know, you are not alone, S. I’ll always be there for you. thats what friends for right? but I dont know to you. will you be there for me? are we friends or what?? please S. I know we have that some kind of _______ . Im afraid to call you or even message you, S. after this, will you act like you used to be, to me before?? what if you dont? what if you dont want to talk to me anymore..? S, millions of question keep playing in mind! about you and ‘US’ . and Am I still in your heart??? lastly, about that ‘ syarat ‘ are you serious?? my guess is I dont think you are. yes you are but dulu, and now you are inda. BABY! Im not happy!!! :(( I need you by my side. forever.

- sheefah. am I still your ‘POUT?’

P/S: Pout needs her red rose. :(

SWINE FLU!!!! lol.

2009-06-27T11:15:00.000-07:00

hello world!
I just finished doing my work. haha. I know it's late but I dont care as long as my work is done. and I heard holiday has been extended until July 6th. at first,I thought It's only rumor. But then, my mum had received a message about this holiday thigay. So, Its true then. HOW HAPPY I AM!!! yeay! holiday holiday! I can wake up late , I can sleep late also I can even go out everyday as in jalan-jalan. OOOPPPS! swine flu!!! oh-mahn! I know swine flu is everywhere right now, but that doesn't mean we must stay at home all the time~ c'mon! people can die because of boredom! bukantah pulang swine flu ni! hahhaa. nadawa. okay, fine, I'll follow the rules. I'll stay at home then like a boring friendless person! ugh, Wokay! fine. as long as it prevents me from getting SWINE FLU! I heard, In brunei, there were 25 swine flu cases already! Oh-Em-Gie. Im panicking! haha. apakan. Im acting really weird right now. I don't know why. this lately, my HEAD hurts eiLOt! ugh! I dont know whattahell is wrong with my head. I have headache like everyday. ugh, I hate it. I hate it.

anyway, I am listening to hatin' on the club by Rihanna! followed by te amo also By Rihanna! GOD , I love that 2 songs!

OH DDOG YI, TE AMO and saranghae! hahahhahaa. LOL.

THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!! best day ever!

2009-06-24T10:28:00.000-07:00

today, I am so BERABISLY BERABISLY HAPPY! it's the best day of my life ever!!! because.... * this is how it begins....

I went to Gadong today with my cousins. we watched TRANSFORMERS 2! DAAAYYYMMM, It was so BERABISLY SIUK. BEST MOVIE EVER.before we watched transformers, I met Azee,asma and the others.10/10!

After that, my cousin and I watched DPMM FC vs GEYLANG. DPMM WON ! yeay! 3 - 0! OH DDOG YI scored! YEAAAAYY!finally! I was so berabisly HAPPY he scored. I even CRIED. ( palui! sasakku! crying sajaku! automatic wa! NATURALLY keluar!)

then, after watched the MATCH, kan akhir sudah tu, uncle Salleh, bawa kami makan at this one cafe. I dont know the name yeah, whatever. and and and GUESS WHAT! This is the best thing that ever happened to me!

At the cafe:after finished ordering and so on, I went to the toilet. Sekali, after that, I went outside. and GUESS WHAAAAATTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MET OH DDOG YI!!!!!! I was so TEKAJUT banar2 berabis! it was unexpected. uncle salleh knew that my cousin and I want to take a picture with him. then then, masa ya lintas belakang kami. Auntie Ej called him and said .....
Auntie ej: Ddog yi! ddog yi! * he was walking behind us at that time! *
OH DDOG YI: * TOLEH*
Auntie Ej: they want to take a picture with you. * my cousin and I , tutup muka. *
OH DDOG YI: sure sure. *putting his 100+ on the table*
Sekali, KAMI BEGAMBAR! gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! and guess what! kami gambar hampir, he TOUCHED ME! ya PIGANG my belakang. macam cani ( look at the photos below ) * I was tekajut! at that time * GILAAA. I will not forget that! and and , he cut HIS HAIR. he has a NEW HAIR, which is OMG! Mohawk I think, RUGGED! DAYYMM! there were also other players like Hamid, rene, and entah. I dont know. hahaha. the coach pun ada. GODD! SIUK! thank you UNCLE SALLEH! you are the best uncle EVER! and guess what! I cried after that, again! after taking photos with him, BAIE WA. hahaha. My cousin SHAKING! after that. hahhaa. he then went to his table, and he was right infront of me. Inda pulang, he was on the next table di hujung. but I can see him! hahahha. IM HAPPY . IM HAPPY. IM HAPPY. this is the PHOTO:

my cousin Syiqin, OH DDOG YI and I! I look BIDA in this picture! but I dont CARE! haahaha. Oh-emm-Giee! because akhir sudah ! 11 labih thats why. come on! the whole day kali ah aku bejalan saja, BANGAS. muka pun jadi ____!

view from the back,he touched me! * again, unexpected! we were like so close! hahaa *

hehee. IM HAPPY* MAJAL!* hahaa. I wish aku jumpa ia lagi! 24th june, THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. thank you Uncle Salleh and Auntie Ej, for making it happened. apaaan. haha, I mean, thank you. My wish finally CAME TRUE. BEST DAY! hahaha.
alright, bye.
- S.

sorry.

2009-06-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

I've been busy nowadays. thats why I haven't update my blog. sorry.

WOHOOO! DPMM FC CHAMPION!

2009-06-19T08:55:00.001-07:00

hiiiii!
Alright, just straight to the point, CONGRATULATIONS to DPMM FC!!! CHAMPION!!!TAHNIAH, SYABAS!!!the match was totally " gila " hahahhahha. even though, they missed one penalty goal which is by OH DDOG YI(although, I expect him to score),Its okay! they are still champion ANYWAY! hahahaha. also, RENE >>> YOURE THE MAN! and WARDUN of course, who did a really FANTASTIC,EXCELLENT,MAGNIFICIENT, JOB!!!! semualah congrats!

……Anyway, I just got back from my NINI's CRIB, watched DPMM sana with the others! DAMN! I can't stop screaming and CURSING tadi ah, gilaaaa. my nini pun ikut ani wa! hahha,lagi tia, but you know what! I was so emotional tadi. During the match, I CRIED wa! hahaha.pasal ENTAH. Especially, during the penalty, DAYMMMMMMM.. I cried a lot! hahahhaha. gila banar jua sudah tu. lol. I was so stressed watching the match. even though, My uncle inda main cause yellow cards ,Hamid red card and Jerkovic ( Idk the real spelling)didnt play because of stomach-ache .DPMM still can WIN! worthed aku menangis tadi atu.. haaha. Surely I can't sleep tonight. :D
byeeeeeee. GEGAR GEGAR! hahahhaha.

the final goodbye.

2009-06-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

My Maid or also well-known as " amah or bibi dirumah " went home to Indonesia today. I don't know why Am I feeling so... so...empty and sad.I don't usually feel like this.Maybe because this time is different. the worst thing is I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye.She left just like that.I didn't even notice at all. thirty minutes after she was gone, then I noticed. I walked out of my room and went to her room. what I saw it's nothing. There was nothing left instead of memories. My smile disappeared and I nearly cried. I can't stop thinking about her. she is not just AMAH but she is also a friend whom I shared stories with. yes, I am close to her. Now, she is gone forever and will never come back. So, final words from me to you; goodluck in whatever you do and may Allah bless you always. I hope you are doing well there and please forgive me. Also thank you for being there for me when I need you. goodbye~

- S. :)

whatever you want.

2009-06-16T23:56:00.001-07:00

SAKINAH!

Azeeeeee!

Dyra and I !

Akiee and Asma. Sorry Candid. hahaha you both look cute anyway! hehehe :D

Sharifah Nur Baqiyah Malai Shahran. :D hate me? LEAVE! you are not welcome anyway. hahahaha

Sharifah Mashhorina Malai Shahran. :)

BONDA and I. hehehe :DD

16th june. I had fun.

2009-06-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

hiiiii. another updates.

so, today, my ladies and I went to mall, JALAN! it was hell lot of FUN because we met KINAH. I miss her a lot. we went to arcade, karaoke. 3 songs. Akiee lanja. THANKS akiee. I lawp you! the last song we sang was SO WHAT by PINK. dayymmm! we hit the note! lol, apaan. we were jumping around feeling like a rock star! \M/ after that, food court. we didn't go there to eat but instead, begambar. lol. the photos are not with me. they are with azee, because she's the one who took all the photos.She hasn't upload it to Facebook yet but I don't know blog. hehe:D Then, Sakinah have to go home early so yeah, BORING! I mean like c'mon we haven't meet her for like what? 1 year and a half? gila. we got hungry and we ate at MISTER PIZZA. Akiee again, belanja. the others and I did pay for the food, but sikit. hehe :D So overall, akieelah. THANKS AGAIN.next, went to best eastern because I want to buy reader's digest for my Sister. At 5pm labih, we all went home. what was missing is SYAWALDAH NADA. :'( it would be more fun If she's coming tadi.

Today, I discovered something really magnificent. Something that I thought I would never discovered in my whole life. that something really means a lot to me. Today is the day.....
>I laughed a lot.
>I smiled a lot.
>I jumped a lot.
>I saw a lot of happiness.
>I never think of anything instead of them.
and most importantly, today is the day I met my bestfriend of 2 years after a long time separated.
OMG! Im getting really " JIWANG " now. crappy SHIT!

Dentist incident.

2009-06-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday, I went to dentist in the morning. there were a lot of people in the clinic, seriously. I don't want to talk more about it. because something bad happened, ugh. which making a lot of people became extremely MAD including my MUMMY. its like" baribanci lah. " haha, after that, went home and then, jalan lagi. hehehe. it was so fun. I bought a new tshirt.then, hantar kaka to gadong and headed home. mummy wants to rest for a while until after Isyak, ambil kaka di rumah Jim and went to nini's crib. we watched DPMM vs WOODLANDS. and WOOHOOOO!!!! DPMM WON! 2-1! you rock! but but, poor OH DDOG YI, ya injured. kesiannn. I hope ya main in the final. WHICH is this friday! OMG!!! HOPEFULLY, DPMM CHAMPION! AMIN~!
bye for now.
- S

SORRY.

2009-06-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

hello W-O-R-L-D!!!
Sorry like hell, I didnt update my blog. I'd been busy yknow. hahaha, speaking of which, HAPPY HOLIDAY!!! yeay. finally!

BRUNEI DPMM FC is the BEST of the BEST!

2009-06-12T07:01:00.000-07:00

DPMM FC vs GEYLANG UNITED FC
5 - 3
baru yaaaaa!!!!
yeay! DPMM won! DPMM rocks!!!!
there were a lot of " OMG " moments!
but in the end, DPMM is the one who walks away with victory!!!
GOOOOO DPMM!
*gegar! gegar! *
hahahhaa.

and yeah, I like it when durang buat " THE EYE "
I posted this picture againn.. haha, biartia wah!

Hawa!

2009-06-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

hello hello!

Last night I chat with Hawa around 1 am. haha, I cant sleep last night. so yeah. I miss her a lot. we talked about school stuff and so on. Since I can't sleep, She asked me to watch this video of JOE JONAS and JustinTimberlake(JT) dancing to SINGLE LADIES!!! It was extremely, insanely FUNNY!. haha, I burst out laughing when I watched the video. They were both wearing heels and ballet clothes,( I dont know the name ) so yeah. hahhahaa,

Also, finally! yeay, I sent her the video! the video that I made for her. She cried! because of the last words in the end. I want to hug her last night ah, but cemana? hhaha, I said that I want to be right next to her. Honestly, I dont know why I said that, probably because I really really miss her. haha plus I wanna see her house, how she's doing,and so on. I MISS HER! *sheefah. DONT CRY!!!* Im getting emotional right now. I better stop now, or else my laptop will be filled with tears. haha, I 4-word you hawa. I LOVE YOU!!!look at the time. haha * its kinda blurr. just click the picture if you want see it clearer. *

Happy Birthday, to this not-yet-a-woman.

2009-06-11T06:49:00.001-07:00

darling! Happy birthday to you.

You’re not a little girl anymore but not yet a woman.

alright, what exactly am I saying?hahaha,

May Allah Bless you always and have a BLAST.

it’s your day, darling!

and SORRY. for everything. I know I’d been like a bitch ~~from hell~~ this lately

I didn’t hang out with you guys like before and so on.

Honestly, this 5-letter word is all I can say to you.

I will always Love you no matter what.

and again, SELAMAT HARI JADI!

Talk.

2009-06-10T23:04:00.000-07:00

hello!
I don't want to talk about school. Don't ask why. its just I get bored when talking about school. Of all the blogs I'd seen almost all of them, talk about school. so, yeah. haha.
alright, last night I chat with KENNY or also well-known as JAKKE :) but we chatted for about less than 30 mins I think because Im sleepy. but, I have something for you to see. the video of him playing guitar and singing. but the sound-quality is bad. you cant really hear him singing. So just watch it. You also can see his whole face. lol. Bah, Im out!

And also, SOON. MY BLOG will be set to PRIVATE. So, please give me your emails. it will be STRICTLY PRIVATE. haha. :D

- S .

craving for cococrunch. + kenny, kenny!

2009-06-09T03:32:00.001-07:00

hello :)

I just talked to Mummy about something. we argued. lol. because, alright. How im going to say this?? lets put it this way, okay. At first, I told Mummy to buy me Cococrunch.(cravinggg for it!) But she spoke to me that she'll going to buy it tomorrow. I nodded. then, I went to her room and sit next to her watching TV. Unexpectedly, there was a commercial about COCOCRUNCH.
" MA! cococrunch! " I screamed. Then,
" iiihh, nada nyaman. if mama membali inda jua kamu makan tu. "she replied.
" mama atu selalu bali yang inda nyaman wa. " I added.
" EH. nyaman kali ah mama membali, kamu tu yang milih inda nyaman. " She uttered.
" Kami pilih nyaman kali ah. Mun inda nyaman, inda tia awal abis. Ani, mama selalu bali yang inda nyaman. mana abis tuu. haha. " I said.
" ih, siapa cakap inda nyaman??? Bah, nantitah mama membali. *muka marah*" she spoke to me.
" hahahaha,.*walking out of the room* " I laughed.
Seriously, mummy is so F_U_N_N_Y!

uhyeah, tomorrow there's going to be a ceremony at the hall. Mummy was invited. all of the students who received the paper, will have to go to the hall at 8am tomorrow for the ceremony.

Just a lil bit about school.
I made something for KENNY. well, not actually me. I asked Nadd to do it for me because her handwriting is so FREAKIN' UNIQUE. also, she can draws very well. unlike me, I cannot draw very well. I hate colouring. My handwriting SUCKS. It depends on my mood. If I am so Freakin' lazy, my handwriting will become like a roller-coaster. LOL. so, it will be full of tepax. (Idk the speeling, haha. rewhatev) Oh yeah, totally forgot. back to the story, I made this for KENNY or JAKKE. :) I know its simple. So what?? its pretty.thanks Nadd and You're so Laaaa-Miiiii. haha.bitchy!

KENNY&BECKY.
FRIENDS forever.

Nadhee. I miss you!

2009-06-08T02:08:00.000-07:00

Sajaa.. haha

Nadhirah Hj Nawi...
It's been 4 days and 4 days
seem like 4oo years.(over) haha.
I wondered what are you doing right now.
you are in SINGAPORE having your holiday, while us,
here, In Brunei stuck with school.
lastly, I four-letter-word you . Nadhee.
I MISS YOU.
hahaha, Jiwang mode: ON.
Wednesday! ---> like so BATAH!
Bye, I love you Nadhee , I " everything " you.
Nadhee, our class is so quiet since you left. well, inda pulang quiet banar. haha, nada wa.
we felt incomplete. Like qamarina said, " usually 6, but ani 5 "
and yeah, One more thing. You missed our day, OUR BIRTHDAY.
6/6/09.

SKH.

2009-06-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

alright, after dinner. we went to SKH. Bonda mau ah. after we arrived at the SKH, My mummy told my sister to take the trolley. yknow what? the trolley atu inda bisai. haha, the tyre atu macam entah eh. The trolley atu inda balanced. Almost all of them, inda bisai. Mummy asked us to be quick. sekali my sister just ambil saja the trolley yang separuh lumpuh atu. haha, sekali.. that trolley atu macaam payah di control and suddenly, there was this one worker came to us and said ...

W: " trolley atu inda baik. tukar yang ani. * pushing the trolley."
M: " huh?! inda baik? kenapa ya ?"
W: " awu, tayarnya lama. ani baru. ani bisai lagi "
M: " ohh. mun inda baik, kenapa kamu simpan masih? buang saja bah ke sungai"
W: " awu yatah kan membuang ni. lapas ani. " he said to the other worker: " Jam(I dont know his real name) buang ke sungai ni karang! lapas ani!
W2: * BANGANG FACE*

haha, panaatt. I remembered the last time I went to SKH, they spelled UNION for ONION. haha. so it was written like this " BIG UNION " My sister and I laughed our butts off. haha.

Bye. :)

Saturday night, june 6th.

2009-06-08T00:53:00.000-07:00

hello.
Alright, last Saturday, after sent si Abang tuition, we decided we want to eat dinner. But don't know where. my sister said that there's this one restaurant,thai restaurant called Nur Wanita. The food is so NYAMAN berabisly, but she was not sure where is it located. So, my stepfather drove pusing2 cari that restaurant. My Step-father,mother and sister were argueing di kerita ah. My mother said arah atu, My sister cakap arah lain tia apa. Me? I just sit quiet , listening to ipod. I actually don't know what they were argueing about until, we arrived at this one unknown scary place. That place was quiet, the buildings were empty and dark. there were two abandoned dogs slept near the streets and one stranger sitting alone on a chair around the corner watching us. there were no other cars its just us. kan at first, I dont know whattahell was going on, so after I looked around that UNKNOWN place, I was really shocked.after that, baru I knew that kami cari restaurant. Kan we didnt found the restaurant, because semua orang salah tempat ah. So, my mum asked my sister to message my aunt. *Sudah atu bundaku ah. haha. Finally, JUMPA!

Orders:
I - sweet&sour chicken and lemonade. = 9.5/10 :P
My sister - Chicken rice and Ice lemon tea.
Mother and Stepfather - Tom yam soup, nasi goreng, sayur kali,I dont know. banyak lah dorang ordered. Tom yam soup = 10/10! Two thumbs up! So freakin delicious. haha, my No.1 favourite.
and the others, entah. haha.
uhyeah, there were actually a bunch of gay people sitting next to us at the next table. ramai, haha. how did I know that they are gay?? my sister told me. She said that.. they were like.... adatah tu. haha
Photos:

my lemonade!tom yam, yang YUMMY.
Sweet&sour chicken. :)

Updated.

2009-06-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I said that Im going to update right? so here it is.

Chewing gums.

2009-06-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

I don't want to talk about school. But, during Maths,Nadd was being so 'Paaa-Naaat' Actually, I brought my bottle of Chewing gum for Qamarina because I said that Im going to LANJA ia. but I forgot to give it to her. Sorry Qaaamm~ I put my Chewing gum in my drawer , you know what? Nadd sanggup ' SALUK ' my drawer just to get the Chewing gum. teacher was in the front teaching, and she was chewing so happily. haha, she told me that she ate 3 chewing gum at a time. that girl is so panat. So, the whole maths period I can hear her CHEWING loudly. Altogether if im not mistake, she ate 7 or more chewing gum. haha.

after that, ate lunch and do physics presentation. It was really exhausting. Hajah and I cannot stop complaining haha. I was so weak at that time, my face was so PUCAT, waida told me. 4pm, mummy picked me up and we went to workshop. lasly, went to JOLLIBEE and I ordered B1.beef burger! I love beef burger berabisly. BUT I like double cheeseburger at McD better. no burger can ever defeat McD's double cheeseburger. *siasiapoon* haha.

Tomorrow, I'll update more. I got a lot of stories to tell but my eyes wont let me do that. I feel sleepy and I need to sleep immediately. Alright, bye - End *my eyes are nearly close right now. bye. !

Stupid puncher.

2009-06-04T06:51:00.001-07:00

Hello.

- SCHOOL.

we had a Quran reading this morning. then, lesson started. 1st period was CHEMISTRY. we studied about the last group of the Periodic table, Noble gases. poor nadhirah, Sir khalid always “ sindir “ iya saja. because she was going to S’pore for a holiday. Ya holiday awal.lol. tomorrow, ya belayar. Im going to miss you, Nadhee. our class would not be the same without you. she will be back on wednesday. 2nd period was English. Mrs.C was mad at us. Because some of our classmates were late handed in the homework. if some of us messed up, all of us were going down. She said we need to be more responsible and blablablabla. She did the TALKING again. lecturing! then, break. after break, economics. yknow what? yesterday, tchr Dalina informed us that we are going to have our lesson in the agriculture room.But, then, cancelled. So, we had to walk back to the classroom. teacher Dalina was away so technically, there was no eco.Only the TP teacher.we just sit and chat. guess what! SOMETHING bad HAPPENED. Palui nii. at that time, I was playing with paper puncher. As you know,paper puncher is only for paper. sekali, I said “ dapatkah inda puncher punch baju?” So, kami cubalah. Nazz took the puncher and punch my uniform. this is the PALUI part. that PUNCHER stuck arah my uniform. Arah leher lagi tu. palui. nazz and the others ketawa tia pulang. PANAT. I almost cried. I mean like come on, bida jua tu puncher “gantung-gantung” arah baju. haha. sekali with the help of GOD and Nazz also Nadhee , the PUNCHER finally mau lapas. LOL. then, Physics. it was okay. learnt about pressure. lastly, headed home. This is the picture of my uniform after being PUNCHED

After school, we had CCA. I played squash with Mizah,Chen and Irah. Playing with Chen was really tiring. we were like running and chasing the ball. DUH~ its SQUASH. while playing, suddenly,the DMC and other teachers came. Cigu Zullidi was there too. ya kacau kami main. haha. he even laughed at us sampai we cant FOCUS.

After CCA, shower and then, chat with JAKKE until now. he’s really sweet and kind. he said that he will do anything for me. haha :) we really really really want to meet each other but its IMPOSSIBLE. this is him. I purposely upload blurred picture of him. hehe. He didnt know that I upload his picture. In fact, he didnt even know that I have a BLOG. haha.

Jakob. You are so SWEEETTTT. :D

Frank Lampard. LOVE.

2009-06-03T08:39:00.000-07:00

random. I feel like I need to upload some pictures. haha. My blog is totally full of words. words words and more words.

the BLUES.

Frank Lampard. I love him. although some people said that he's not that cute, and blablabla. I dont care! I still love him and will always do. I dont care if he's 31 or 71. he will always be my number one. there's something about him that is so special. also, CHELSEA BIGGEST FAN HERE. Don't you dare talk crap about CHELSEA. haha. you see , how OBSESSED I Am. haha. currently this is my desktop b ackground. Im using this one.everytime, I look at my laptop I will look at him.
Cesc Fabregas. He is the hottest creature ever. he's everything. thats why I love him. But Lampard is still my number one. he's my number two. :) lol

no posting about school and anything today. I am so not into that right now.

DPMM! me likey!

2009-06-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

firstly, I want to say....

YEAY! DPMM WON! vs ALBIREX NIGATA!(I know Its weird)
1-0!(taken from SESEORANG. sorry, I hope inda papa)

I'm happy! Gooo DPMM. you rock! DPMM is the BEST of the BEST.
I like that picture thats why I took it. haha, CUTE, CALI and COOL! lol.